TRUTH

Haie loves!! Recently I have to say dat I've fallen in love with FS. Bukan Friendster harap maklum. Tp Formspring. hee~ :D

Sometimes wujud soalan-soalan yg menguji minda n x kurang jugak soalan-soalan yg agak kontroversi mencungkil rahsia. LOL

And the case of this guy, masuk nie da 2 kali I published soalan dia kt sini. Cos it has become my favorite questions. lalalala~ o_0 THIS is the first one. Lg 1 soalan ada kt bwh nie (just click at the pic to enlarge) ;

pergggh~ jawaapn xnk dramatik lg kn. LOL

*Amik mode jiwang sekejap*

Frankly speaking, I enjoy my single life rite now. And it is almost 3 months already. Mengagumkan. I'm SINGLE for 3 months yaaaaaw!! I can say that I never live without a guy in my life. Cikai-cikai after a day broke up mesti da couple lain da. But it was long time ago. When I'm was too young. Hidup nk lepak je. Perasaan bukan isu. 

But things different now. (tiba-tiba nada da nk mcm akak-akak. ngee~) I've grown. Pemikiran pun da lain sikit. Kalau dulu hidup enjoy je. But now, I'm more serious in life. As in there's another big issue I have to think about rather than love. Okay. Dun get me wrong. I'm not cutting guys out of my life altogether. It just that I wanna vacation from dating. Cos it might be just what I need to get re-energized.

And now, I started to love this single life! Okay. Tipu la kalau x de rasa nak org syg n belai. Tp I lagi sayang nak tinggal kebebasan sekarag. I had gave all of my heart to my past love for 6 years. And now, I wanna love myself before I love somebody. Cos I'm afraid, I can't make that 'somebody' happy. Siapa x suke kalau org sudi nak menyintai. Tapi I x nak dicintai kerana takut I akan melukai. (Okay. Skarg da rse tekak meloya)

Guess what? Being single is so much fun! When I realized that I could tune into my random impulses and favorite habits without worrying about anyone else. It just a great feelings! N guys for me rite now are more than just date material! I'm simply being friendly. As in I'm not interested in a guy romantically but rather platonic. That's all.

Nevertheless, when the time is coming. When I'm totally ready for a commitment in serious relationship. I'm surely ready to open my heart. It just that the time ain't coming yet.

p/s: Penat membebel. Just wanna ensure things are crystal clear to all MRs aite! Have a good day. *wink*