Haie loves!! Recently I have to say dat I've fallen in love with FS. Bukan Friendster harap maklum. Tp Formspring. hee~ :D
Sometimes wujud soalan-soalan yg menguji minda n x kurang jugak soalan-soalan yg agak
kontroversi mencungkil rahsia. LOL
And the case of this guy, masuk nie da 2 kali I published soalan dia kt sini. Cos it has become my favorite questions. lalalala~ o_0 THIS is the first one. Lg 1 soalan ada kt bwh nie (just click at the pic to enlarge) ;
pergggh~ jawaapn xnk dramatik lg kn. LOL
*Amik mode jiwang sekejap*
Frankly speaking, I enjoy my single life rite now. And it is almost 3 months already. Mengagumkan. I'm SINGLE for 3 months yaaaaaw!! I can say that I never live without a guy in my life. Cikai-cikai after a day broke up mesti da couple lain da. But it was a long time ago. When I'm was too young. Hidup nk lepak je. Perasaan bukan isu.
But things different now. (tiba-tiba nada da nk mcm akak-akak. ngee~) I've grown up. Pemikiran pun da lain sikit. Kalau dulu hidup enjoy je. But now, I'm more serious in life. As in there's another big issue I have to think about rather than love. Okay. Dun get me wrong. I'm not cutting guys out of my life altogether. It just that I wanna vacation from dating. Cos it might be just what I need to get re-energized.
And now, I started to love this single life! Okay. Tipu la kalau x de rasa nak org syg n belai. Tp I lagi sayang nak tinggal kebebasan sekarag. I had gave all of my heart to my past love for 6 years. And now, I wanna love myself before I love somebody. Cos I'm afraid, I can't make that 'somebody' happy. Siapa x suke kalau org sudi nak menyintai. Tapi I x nak dicintai kerana takut I akan melukai. (Okay. Skarg da rse tekak meloya)
Guess what? Being single is so much fun! When I realized that I could tune into my random impulses and favorite habits without worrying about anyone else. It just a great feelings! N guys for me rite now are more than just date material! I'm simply being friendly. As in I'm not interested in a guy romantically, I actually really like to just hanging out. That's all.
Nevertheless, when the time is coming. When I'm totally ready for a commitment in serious relationship. I'm surely ready to open my heart. It just that the time ain't coming yet.
p/s: Penat membebel. Just wanna ensure things are crystal clear to all MRs aite! Have a good day. *wink*