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so-called-retis

2012-02-17T03:42:00.001+08:00

Lemme be honest to you.. When I first time heard of retis word, it's sounds so bizarre and gross to me. Feel so awkward to pronounce and in fact, I dun even noe the meaning. ngeee~

I only noe the meaning of retis when a friend used 'that' word in twitter and I was like, "retis what?"

So, he told me that retis means artist.

"Oooooookay... understand." *but still, sounds so GROSS!! >.<

Makanya, saya telah membuat pengenalan mengenai maksud retis sebelum memulakan perenggan.

*Motif guna perkataan retis sebagai Tajuk (da cakap GROSS sgt)?? - Sebab nak update adik-adik yang kurang memahami (seperti saya) ngan perkataan-perkataan terkini lg trending. Kita belajar sama-sama ea. hahaha..

So, talking about retis/artist, someone has boosted me up in FB which had lead to the feelings of "seperti artis sangat" *pukes*

pending serta-merta

So, I asked him for what reason he called me 'insan popular'??

And it had dragged to the reply-comment session;

uish. suspen pulak.

Then he gave me the link

Which am almost hit by heart attack.

http://rilekrilek.blogspot.com/2012/02/betul-betul-sweet-blogger-cantik-di.html

Hampir jatuh pengsan jugak bile bukak blog tersebut. Bukan sebab terkejut dilistkan Blogger Cantik Di Malaysia.. Tapi terkejut sebab saya berada dalam satu entri ngan Hanis Zalikha dan Maria Elena. Adoooi~ Rasa rendah diri yg teramat-amat. >,<

By the way, it is such an honor to me and I do appreciate it. Thanks so much guys!! *hugs*

Credit to: Putra Canon and the author of Blog Rilek-Rilek.

Gadis Seperti Aku

2012-02-15T15:11:00.000+08:00

So yeah, lately am dealing with bad habit - staying up late until the dawn. I noe ain't good for ma health but I juz couldn't help it. sigh.

Since I can't sleep, I'll wait till fajr and go to sleep after done performed Subuh. After 5 hours bedtime, I would wake up at 12 noon or 1 pm. Then freshen up and prepare for Zuhr. So, normally there's no one will disrupt my sleep time cos they already noe that I didn't sleep at night.

But this morning they'd been so mean when they keep knocking my door and asked me questions when I almost fell asleep.

Imagine that you are about to sleep and ur mind is already there; ready to shut down. Then suddenly there's a BUZZ!! which require to open ur eyes back and wake ur brain up.

I'm totally in a half-awake body! And yet, they asked me questions. -_____-

Now, lemme show you what gadis-seperti-aku type is me.

# Kehebatan menjawab soalan didalam keadaan separuh sedar. teheheee~ =DD

Adik: Akak dew hansaplast tak?

With eyes half-open, "Check in ma handbag."

*sound of torn paper*

Me: Throw in trash ogey. (sempat lagi bg arahan buang sampah dalam tong sampah walaupun mamai. ngee~ )

5-20 mins later (approximately)

*the sounds of opened door*

Mama: Akak... (try to wake me up with soft tone)

Me: hmmmm... (suara malas antara sedar ngan tak)

Mama: Abah check dew flight ticket murah. Nak g Bangkok or Korea?

Without thinking too much, am quickly answer, "Korea!!" .......... Then continue ma sleep.

Thought it's already done. But am wrong.. Mama again came in ma bedroom and this time;

"Akak tolong hantar Mama Abah g jeti bole?"

Again, I dun taking time to answer it, so yeah, "Bole.. " ................. Continue ma sleep.

Siblinghood

2012-02-14T05:39:00.000+08:00

I always hope that I could have a sister in ma life. (but it seems too late for hoping dat. mao kne ketuk ngan mama klaw minta adik lg. huhu..) =p

So anyway, I actually had a sister. Yeah, I used to have one. But it's 16 years ago.. Mama gave birth to the most adorable baby girl in the world. And the person who's super-extremely happy, of course, Me.

But the feelings didn't last too long. She's only live for 12 days. I didn't even had the chance to hear her cry nor to see her smile. I only got the chance to see her when she's already dead. But I swear to God she has the most luminous face I've ever seen. She must be prettier than me if she's still alive. =)

It's hard to believe that she's forever gone.. I keep asking why Allah s.w.t took her. Allah knows how much I want a sister then why took her from me?? Am simply can't accept the fact that she's dead. Astaghfirullahalazim..

However, lots of people try to convince me dat I should be happy to be a single daughter in family where I can get Mama's jewelery without sharing, all the attention is on me, and I can have whatever I want. But that is not what am looking for. I only want a sister. I dun give a damn bout Mama's jewelery or even d attention. I just want a sister!

Am mad cos people don't understand what I feel and what I want. And so, I rebelled. I didn't accept the presence of my youngest brother. I don't like him because I want a sister not a brother. Am mad at Mama. Am mad at people who asked me to be happy being a single daughter. Am mad at everybody. Astaghfirullahalazim..

Until one day, my heart open to receive its ordinance. I can't forever disregard my brothers cos in the end of the day, they all I have. They are my brothers. They will take care of me cos they are my only siblings. And they inspiring me in so many ways..

Abang

I always look up on Abang. He's my mentor and a benchmark to challenge myself to be good or even better than him. In study especially, I put him as a challenger. I want to get a better result just for the sake to compete with him. And yeah, at certain phase, I won! lolol

But one thing I have to admit, he's a lucky man. His life been so easy and he's blessed! Am envy you big brother! =p

Bang Cik

My younger brother is actually a Romeo. LOL And that is why we dun really give attention when he clashed with his girl(s). ngeee~ =p

Well, the truth is, he has a very-super-sensitive heart. Dia yg paling manja kowt. Cos he never away from home. I remember when he was in hostel, he's going back home for every weekends! And I was like, "so what's the purpose you stay in hostel anyway?" huhuhu..

But that's the good thing la.. Shows dat he really cares of my parents and home. At least, there's someone can look after them aite? Moreover, he's diligent and good in cooking =) So, klaw sy nk makan, cuma order sajew.. tehehee~

Haiqal

My adik is actually clever (cuma malas sajew). So, I can't really show that I love him. *takot nanti besar kepala bertambah. huhu.. Even though I'll scream my lungs out when teaching him doing his homework and revision but that is because I want him to get best result. I love and care about him so much. Hence, I need to be strict sometimes because I want him to put an effort to success.

The most thing I love about him is he's a very bounteous person. Bab duet mmg x pernah berkira. He'll be d first offer duet sendiri if nk guna utk papew. Sebab tue beliau murah rezeki. Amin.. =)

Am so lucky and grateful to have them as my brothers. I lost one sister but I have three amazing brothers. Thank you Allah...

p/s: Everything happens for a reason. If God brings you to it, HE will bring you through it.

In Memoriam:

My late sister, Nur Diana Syafira.

Al-Fatihah...

Making Fun

2012-02-09T11:50:00.000+08:00

yeah, for real people.

Obviously, am in a serious boredom zone right now. Semakin hari, semakin merepek jew update blog nie. CRAP CRAP CRAP!

Eh, berenti update jew la. Bole?

BORED

2012-02-07T05:27:00.000+08:00

I do wanna blog something but.. am really have no idea what to blog. It's like you wanna take a ride but you dunno where to go. Pathetic much ha?

Kbai.

Editing Addiction

2012-02-05T02:14:00.001+08:00

Presently, I have new addiction to edit pictures using Photo Studio application in ma handheld.

Though it isn't as good as iPhone yet, am still happy n enjoy using it. Teheee~ =DD

Simply cos it works! Let's check diz out!

Framing

The rainbow effect

There are actually many more in Photo Studio that you can discover but am only shared with you two techniques. Yang selebihnya, selamat mengexplore! ;-)

A monster-appear (again)

2012-02-05T01:26:00.004+08:00

Remember this POST?

Told ya right?

=_="

The privacy to be left.

2012-01-14T05:34:00.000+08:00

"A #taurus can feel loneliest in a crowd of people and most comforted when they are alone."

Hell yeah, am enjoying every moment alone cos there's nothing better than that.

As a single daughter in the family, I'm not used to share things with people.

But living outside with friends, I've to learn to compromise.

That is why staying in parents' home, in my own bedroom is always the best.

Cos, there's no one could touch and use my stuff.

I just dun like people use my thing, especially without my permission.

That is so SICK!

Now, am gonna leave this room again.

So long my soft mattress.

Goodbye webcam lappy abah.
*lappy sendiri xdew webcam harap maklum =p

Gonna miss Mama Abah lots!

Tanpa mereka, saya tak mungkin punya ruang sendiri.

Traveler again

2012-01-14T03:26:00.000+08:00

It is now 1am. in the morning and am still awake to blog this crap (just an excuse to escape from packing my stuff). So yes, am going back to KL today after a long break/holiday in hometown which is almost a month! ngehngehngeh~

This time I'll take a bus going back to KL. No drive, no plane. sigh. Well, I do love bus (sincerely) but to travel alone by bus is never a good idea cos I need to carry all my bags and luggages by myself! No trolley, no check-in bag. I have to admit that anywhere/anytime in my travel, I always bring big luggage and a number of bags. I got a serious problem when it comes to minimizing the clothing and other personal items. Though the journey is only for 3 days but I might bring super-huge-luggage as if it is for 3 weeks requisition. pfffffft.

It is not always because of the clothing but sometimes it is because of the additional stuffs which required me to bring extra bags/luggages.

Contohnya dibawah INI

Cos I always bring more than one handbag.
Konon-konon nk kne matching ngan baju la.
haih.

Nak isi handbags jew pown da memerlukan ruang yang banyak. Belom lagi bab kasut, seluar, toiletries, baju (xyah cakapla kan). hadoyai~ And this is one of the reason why I can be such a lazy-ass to pack my stuff. Malasnyew Ya Rabbi, hanya tuhan jew yg tawu.. huuuuu~

Dew sapew2 yg sudi menghulur bantuan 4 kerat?

=DD

Dan bile bercakap pasal bas, there are few items in my must-have list. Cos there's a diff between travel by plane, car and bus. Klaw naek kapal terbang or keta, I rilex jew.. Tp klaw naek bas, mmg I banyak cekadak sket. *Mungkin disebabkan kondusi bas yg memerlukan perhatian lebih dan jugak imej diri yg perlu dijaga. kahkahkah. Sila muntah sekarang. =p

So here are the basic things I should have when travel by bus.

1) Book - Has always become my priority to bring wherever I go.

2) Socks - I might die without those pair of socks. Saya tak pernah percaya pada aircond bas. Kadang-kadang driver bas bertindak kejam dengan membiarkan aircond dibuka pada tahap paling sejuk smpai terasa ke tulang rusuk. Kejam! >.<

3) iPod - ehem. I should thank Mr. G to give me d iPod. Memang praktikal digunakan demi mengelak dari kebosanan didalam bas terutama sekali pabila terpaksa bertahan untuk lebih 6jam. =_="

4) Lotion - Since aircond bas akan selalu dipasang pada tahap paling rendah/sejuk, maka kulit akan mudah menjadi kering. Oleh itu, losyen memang wajib ada.

5) Panadol (active fast) - Just in case I need them since I have the unpredictable-health-condition.

6) Shades - Wajib pakai bila tiba masa tidur disiang hari. *klaw malam xperlu sbb lampu da tutup. owg x nmpk da. huhu..

7) Serum - Demi menjaga kestabilan rambut pabila bangun dari tidur. Memandangkan kepala akan bergerak ke kiri-ke kanan semasa tdo dan akan menghasilkan stail rambut yg unik maka, penggunaan Dove - Moisture Serum amat diperlukan. (^_*)

8) Eclipse - Untuk memastikan nafas sentiasa segar walau berada dalam bas siap tertido selama 6jam.

Gosh! It's 3am. already!! I should start packing my stuff now.

Adios amigos!

Siblings' Attitude

2012-01-09T03:27:00.000+08:00

Having three brothers which makes me the one and only girl in family doesn't give them a ticket to bully me. Neah, they never have the chance. BUT! They always come off with things that annoyed me. Isn't it considered as bully as well? Hmmm...

Taking sneak picture

And the person who's responsible for any candid pictures taken is always my younger brother.

Adik yang mana satu?

Yang di bawah nie.

Also known as Bang Cik

He will do that innocent a.k.a bajet-comel face when he found guilty.

And I hate the fact that, IT'S always works.

pfffft.

Photos deface

It is really hard to take my adik's picture alone. BUT, he always do that monster-appears in any pictures taken without him. Seriously, it is no cute. AT ALL! =_="

And the only one who could behave normal is my Abang. He's the coolest so far. But sometimes, he's out of the circle jugak. huhu..

Does he?

Attention to: Smokers

2012-01-07T02:26:00.000+08:00

I found this is so interesting to share *especially with smokers.

You have to watch this.

Really!

And you still smoking??

Credit to: Blog Serius

One Good Day

2012-01-06T22:19:00.002+08:00

Looking at this picture where I could see clearly my eyelashes from side dragging me to the memory in Fullhouse when I had brunch with a good friend there.

I can't believe in the middle of my enthusiasm blabber on about fascinating subjects, he suddenly touched my eyelashes. And I was like, "What? What-are on my eyelashes?"

He said nothing's there.

That is not the answer I want so, I asked him again, "And then why are you touch my eyelashes?"

"Just to ensure whether it's fake or not."

WHAT???!!

Can u believe that??

"They are REAL for God sake!"

T_T

p/s: He's insane. lolol

Recent Fave

2012-01-06T20:55:00.001+08:00

Am drifting away everytime listen to this song.

Random Peek

2012-01-06T01:54:00.001+08:00

Two days ago, when I was in a doctor's room with Mama, doc said..... Ogey, that isn't wat am gonna to tell u about. heee~ =DD Abah actually acquainted with a chef who works in Arabian restaurant while waiting for us in the outside. So, he invited us to go to the restaurant and try their foods. Wat a brilliant idea! Cos Abah got so excited and he seems can't wait till the next day. He brought us for a dinner in that restaurant MALAM TUE jugak! Pretty obvious kan? hehehe..

Honestly, am not so into Arabic food. Sebabnyew nasi diowg baaaaaaanyak glew tapi takder kuah. Saya tak pandai la makan nasi takder kuah. e_e Memang rugi klaw sapew2 bawa saya makan makanan Arab. Confirm takkan abesh. Tp klaw mkn ngan family mmg x rugi. Tambah-tambah lagi klaw dew bilangan kaum Adam melebihi Hawa dimana kuasa menghabiskan makanan memang kepakaran mereka. teheee~ =DD So, tiada keraguan makanan tidak habis. LOL

So, here we were in Lebanon Restaurant

They actually have two menus; Arabic and Indian foods. But we chose to try Arabic food for our dinner.

My younger brother (in red) with cousin

Lil brother

Abah and Mama

Saya dah kenyang

Eh, citer pasal makanan Arab tp xdew gambar makanan poooooooon??? Hahaha.. Maaf, tak sempat nk ambil gambar, makanan da habis. =_=" Laen kali pergi, saya tangkap gambar banyak-banyak aite! *wink*

Chao!

twenty twelve first entry

2012-01-05T04:32:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum and happy Thursday loves..

So, this is my first entry in 2012. Yeay! Happy New Year guys. *Gosh, such a lame! After 5 days and only now I wish you Happy New Year. Baek simpan muka bawah selimut jew. booo~!! =_="

Am so sorry for diz 'lems-ness' *in case u dunno, it means 'lembab' a.k.a slow (kamus sendiri harap maklum) I had severe pain in stomach few days ago. Quite some time actually. Not really sure either this is part of home sick or what. Cos when I'm in KL, sihat walafiat jew.. Tapi ble smpai uma jew macam-macam sakit pulak timbul. And mind you, diz wasn't the first time. Last year I believe, the same thing happened cuma laen penyakit jew. Sigh.

Bile sakit da melarat, mula nk emosi wt kata-kata terakhir bagai post dekat twitter. booooo! *lari sembunyi belakang pintu. Naseb baek belom dew harta banyak macam orang kaya, klaw tak confirm da selamat tulis wasiat siap re-do 2-3 kali sebab sakit berkali-kali. Tp tme sakit jew bwu ingt nk mati. haaaaaiiiihhhh.

Alhamdulillah, am getting better now. Terima kasih banyak-banyak pada yang tak pernah lupa mendoakan saya. Terutama sekali Mama Abah yang tak pernah jemu mencari rawatan yang terbaik. Sedih tengok Mama Abah risau. T_T Duit? Jangan tanya la. Tak tawu la berapa banyak habis untuk saya. hadoyai~ ingatkan bile da besar bole senangkan Abah Mama tapi macam makin menyusahkan pulak. >.<

Muka sakit yang macam tak berapa nak sakit.
Doktor nak check pown fikir banyak kali.
=_="

Ogey, tutup citer sakit sekejap. Let's talk about New Year Eve celebration. To be honest, I didn't celebrate New Year for the past six years. That's the only thing I don't really enjoy during Uni's life. But this year, I did celebrate it with Mama Abah and adik. Tengok bunga api in QueensBay, Penang =DD It was great cos it brings good memories to remember as what been done in my childhood.

We actually went to Penang to attend a wedding ceremony. It's Abah late-good-friend's son. Merangkap anak angkat Mama tapi bukan abang angkat saya harap maklum. =p So, Mama sangat la teruja menyuruh saya merasmikan jubah yang beliau beli ketika di Mekah dulu. Dah kalau pakai jubah, takkan la tak pakai tudung kan? Karang adik saya yg kecil tue komen, "akak macam tak lengkap kalau pakai baju kurung tak pakai tudung kan?" Well, that's what he said to me once bile I pakai baju kurung masa attend my best friend nyew majlis tunang dulu. pfft.

And Mama of course super excited to make me arabian-girl-wanna-be siap wt sanggul maha tinggi atas kepala. Saya redha. Y_Y

But I could say dat I'm pretty love it! I love my look and everything dat Mama did in making me like what she wants. *wink* Tahap keterujaan saya sehingga mengupload gambar di Twitter dan ada yg salah sangka saya sudah berhijrah sepenuhnya. Well, in sya Allah that's gonna be soon.. =))

Langkawi Jetty

I'm simply love my robe cos it is my size without any alteration

he finally can't say anything. LOLOLOL

Hajat yang terlaksana

2011-12-31T02:14:00.000+08:00

Sebagai seorang Muslim memang telah menjadi impian masing-masing untuk menunaikan haji. Bukan sekadar impian tapi ia adalah rukun Islam yang kelima wajib ditunaikan bagi yang mampu. Mama Abah jugak tidak terlepas dari menunaikan haji tahun ini apabila telah dijemput sebagai tetamu ke rumah Allah s.w.t setelah hampir 3 tahun membuat rayuan berturut-turut. Alhamdulillah, aku tumpang bersyukur dan gembira. Walau ada sedikit risau dan sedih mengenangkan akan berjauhan dengan mereka selama 44hari.

Pada tiap kali ku berdoa agar dijaga keselamatan dan kesihatan mereka disana. Lega rasa hati bila Mama Abah telefon menyampai khabar berita dari sana. Sungguh, tiada yang lebih menggembirakan dari itu. Pernah hati rindu sehingga menitis airmata. Pernah hati risau sehingga tidak tidur malam. Tapi kuasa Allah s.w.t itu Maha Besar, Dia Maha Mendengar.. Disetiap kali aku teringat Mama Abah, dikala itu juga mereka akan telefon bertanya khabar. MasyaAllah.. Hiba hati bila Allah s.w.t. sentiasa makbulkan doa dan mendengar rintihan hati kecil ini.

Alhamdulillah, Mama Abah selamat pergi dan pulang. Sepertimana sebelum pergi Mama Abah peluk ciumku erat, seperti itu diketika menyambut mereka pulang aku dipeluk dan dicium Mama Abah. Menitis airmata lagi bila Allah s.w.t menghantar mereka pulang dengan selamat. Syukur.

Kini, sudah hampir 3 minggu Abah Mama pulang dengan gelaran baru, Haji Jamaludin dan Hajjah Soleha.

Welcome home, Mama Abah.

=))

p/s: Cantik tak Mama saya? =DD

Bicara Hati

2011-12-30T01:29:00.002+08:00

Bila diri ini dihina, aku tunduk tersenyum walau hati pedih..

Bila diri ini dikeji, aku pejam mata biar tidak jatuh airmata ini..

Bila diri ini difitnah, aku pekakkan telinga supaya hati tak berkecai..

Bila diri ini diumpat, aku redha kerana percaya Allah lebih mengetahui..

Tiada rahsia bagaimana aku kekal kuat dan tabah walau hati sentiasa diuji, dilukai, diherdik, dimainkan..

Cuma airmata ini tidak akan jatuh atau dikongsi dengan yang tidak layak.

Itu janji pada diri ku sendiri.

Airmata ini cuma jatuh pabila aku sujud padaNya..

Airmata ini mengalir tanpa henti bila aku berdoa padaNya..

Airmata ini terlalu murah bila aku memohon padaNya..

Kerana aku percaya, Dia yang Maha Mendengar, Maha Mengetahui dan Maha Mengasihani..

Hati ini tenang bila berbicara denganNya..

Hati ini kembali kuat walau airmata kering ketika merayu..

Dan jika ada yang mengata aku tidak punya hati, aku tersenyum..

Aku tak peduli..

Aku tak terluka...

Kerana aku tahu, hati ini hanya Dia yang mengerti..

Her Day

2011-12-26T19:58:00.000+08:00

24hb yang lepas, sahabat baik dari sekolah menengah telah pun selamat melangsungkan majlis pertunangan ngan jejaka pilihan dari pantai timur, Kelantan. *ehem. mestilah hensem. =p

To my lovely Siti Rohaya, congrats sayang.. I'm so happy for you..

Semakin chantek cik Aya nie taw.. =DD

Me playing violin. Believe it or not? =p

Sebenarnya ada citer besh disebalik violin nie. Ktowg sume agak teruja bila nampak violin yg sgt old school dlm bilik Aya. Masing-masing sibok tanya, "sapew punya nie Aya?"

Aya ngan muka rilex jawab, "Ayah aku punya."

Lagi la membuat kami semua teruja. "Waaaah, ayah pandai main violin ea?? Dasat dasat.."

Aya ngan muka rilex lagi jawab, "Tak la. Dia tak pandai main pown. Dia panggil orang datang uma main utk dia."

=_="

Baju saya mengalahkan owg yg bertunang.. Acane?

Sowg da selamat. Tgl lg 3. Guess who's next? *wink*

2012 Resolutions

2011-12-26T10:32:00.000+08:00

Sebenarnya, azam tahun baru dah pown dibuat masa Awal Muharram 1433 (27 November) yang lepas. Cuma tak berkesempatan nk berkongsi dalam blog je. Memandangkan cuma tinggal beberapa hari je lagi nk menempuh tahun baru, think it's a right time to list down new year resolutions for 2012.

People think am crazy and it is so impossible, but really, I wanna buy house next year. *wink*
To buy a new car with plate number WWW. Think this is not going to be next year I believe cos skarg bwu WWD.
I wanna have saving in Tabung Haji in order to register for pilgrimage.
To ensure business will succeed and profitable so I can stabilize my financial.
To have practical diet and live in healthy lifestyle. Seriously, I need to start work out and do some exercise. pfffft.

Ogey, cukuplah 5 jew. Letak banyak-banyak pown belom tentu nk buat. ngeeee~

Just for laugh

2011-12-22T20:53:00.000+08:00

LOL

Once upon a time

2011-12-18T01:29:00.002+08:00

Credit to: Blog Serius

Yang Bakal Ditinggalkan

2011-12-13T22:59:00.001+08:00

p/s: Am gonna have a long holiday!! Say yaaaay~ !! *wink wink wink*

Saturday Highlight

2011-12-11T03:30:00.001+08:00

Since working, body has been trained to get awake early. Therefore, I can wake up as early as 8am on weekends! Damn.

Last Saturday morning, I awoke at 7.30am. Though am trying to close my eyes by intention to continue my sleep but it didn't work indeed. So, am just stared blankly at the ceiling momentarily.

It took me some time to push myself got up from bed and took a shower. Then started to organize my schedule for unexpected-much-Saturday which start with normal routine; Laundry and Brunch . The addition task is I need to go out to buy a Christmas gift (a requirement for upcoming office's party).

So, while am in the midst of ready myself to go out, I got a phone call from a good friend n asked to have lunch together. Since am a lone ranger, think it should be great if someone's accompany me. We met in Wangsa Walk (I hate to go to downtown mind you. especially on weekends. d traffic could drives me crazy! pfft) Am pretty much like solitude and not so into crowded places so, Wangsa Walk is d best choice at d moment. Plus it only takes 10mins to get there from my place. Easy much ha? teheee~ =DD

At first, I just planned to have lunch in their foodcourt (fyi, am broke! as stated in my last ENTRY, true, am broke.) But this good friend said he wanted to go to another place, his treat of course and it's in FULLHOUSE!!! mode: feeling dating KAHKAHKAH

To be frank, dat was my first time entered d restaurant. I got so excited and gleesome *ogey, dat's sounds so jakun. ahaks. I'm so in love with the concept and decoration. There are elements of vintage and garden theme to make it such a perfect place for a date. *wink* Ogey, here's the thing, since am no good in explanation, pictures will do better. *cara owg malas nk describe panjang-panjang. ngehngehngeh~ =p

Here's d menu. But I call it catalog.
Hey, they r not only have drinks and meals listing inside but they have for apparel as well.

Home feelings

Souvenir to sell

You may like their dress, shoes, handbags, shades and much more!

And their meals are not dat bad. You should try, really.

Credit to: My good friend a.k.a. mr-not-smoke-when-with-me. heee~ =DD You are super cool and gentleman dude! Thanks for the treat, thanks for your favor, thanks for the debate, and thanks for the day, of course. I had a great time with you. *hugs*

Star Wars Wedding Theme

2011-12-06T15:51:00.001+08:00

I can't stop laugh and smile when I read email from Creative Group Head, Brother Shiraz. This is so unfreakinbelieavable tellin you!!

Light saber as hantaran

Am not sure where they found this. lol

The reception

Darth vader jd head of pengiring. kahkahkah

As what I can recall, never know the existence of that red character in Star Wars. ngee~

And here you go, the wedding cake. Awesome!

Though I think that was madness but still I adore them damn much! Memang salute habis la cos they are so daring to choose Star Wars theme for their wedding. Kalaw nk wt kejew glew pown pk byk kali kowt. Once in lifetime ogey. But I believe they must be Star Wars die-hard-fan. hehe.. Neway, you guys rock!!

p/s: Entri kedua pasal kawen. Sesuatu sgt. =p

Dream Wedding Dress

2011-12-05T17:48:00.001+08:00

Frankly speaking, I never watch Twilight. Yes. I follow and watch none of them. Just simply the genre doesn't fit me. Am not interested in that kind of story though it has be a trend in today's Universe.

However, I got so fascinated with the wedding dress that Bella wore in The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn. It is so beautiful and unique. I do love the view of the dress both from front and rear. It brings two characters from the dress itself. If we look from front; the bridal looks so innocent and modest with full-length lace-trimmed sleeves. While from rear view; it simply gorgeous and bring the sexy-back element with the cut-out-illusion and buttons on the center of the dress that runs down to the hemline, seemingly tracing the body's contour. Let's check this out!

Bella Swan in The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn

Front View

Rear View

Owh, my... faint everytime look at this wedding dress. Can I have one? =DD

Okay, motif citer baju kawen??

Weekends Buzz

2011-12-05T11:37:00.001+08:00

As I remembered, my last time had manicure and pedicure session was two months ago when I tagged Aida along. Since then, I'm hardly have time to indulge myself due to work demand.

So, I promise myself to;

Have mani n pedi session
Shop in Juicy Couture
Get Fossil watch
Look over my car
Grab a book

Proudly to tell that am successfully made it! *Only for mani & pedi and a new book. =.=

What happened to the rest?

Apparently, I need to forget them. Cos money that I planned to use for all listed above has been used to buy new cell phone. sigh sigh sigh. My phone been stolen. Damn.

The good thing is: It's a wake up call for me to be more-extra-careful with people whenever step out from home.

The bad thing is: Am officially broke! f**k

So, that's how I end my tragically November. pffft.

Hello December

*please be good to me*

We all know current phenomenon is Ombak Rindu. I read the novel when I was form 3. Right finished the novel, am hoping that someone will film the story. Surprisingly, someone did!! Tell me how I can miss to watch it??? I wanna watch it badly. SO BAD.

And December? Just like November, they didn't treat me well!!! I missed to watch Ombak Rindu last weekend. Full House. Full House. Full House. Front Sit. DAMN.

In order to chill myself up, together with ms Bestie, YaT, we spend the whole day chit-chatting and cam-whoring. teheee~ =DD Nothing could treat me better than that. *wink*

And yeah, not to forget.. Shopping as well. ngeee~

(^_^)v

Thought am saying dat I'm broke rite? Yes, am broke but I juz can't help myself from catch this gorgeous stiletto! DAMN HOT!

This time is for real;
I'M BROKE.

Wajah Baru

2011-12-04T07:58:00.001+08:00

Ehem. Perasan tak blog kite da laen. Blog kite makin cute + gorgeous + ayu + jelita. Jeles tak jeles tak jeles tak??

Klaw nk tawu, kite pown t'kejut. Kite pown excited tgk blog sendiri. Kite pown lompat-lompat hepi tgk blog da chantek. Sebab bukan kite yg wt. Bukan. Owg laen yg tolong wt kn.. Jeles tak jeles tak jeles tak?? lolol

Die chantek taw. Die manis taw. Die kreatif sgt. Die paaaandaaaai. Die ade bf muka mcm Shahir AF ooo *cara budak kecik cakap* Jeles tak jeles tak jeles tak??

Nama die pown shedap, cantik macam owg die. =)) Kite sukew kawan ngan die sebab die baek. Die baek wt kn blog kite.. Die baek sgt.

Nk kawan ngan die tak? Nah kite kasi link blog die; RYNA (klik dkt nama die)

Amaran keras: Kawan ngan die baek-baek taw. Tamo jd anon dew hasad dengki, stalk-stalk page bagai. Tamo tamo tamo. Mama kite marah, mak sume owg marah. Klaw usik die ckp bukan-bukan, kite report polish!

Do Realize

2011-11-28T10:49:00.001+08:00

Kau bukan milikku

Dan aku memang penakut
Mengakui cinta kepadamu
Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan
Bila bersamamu
Kau bukan milikku
Dan engkau pun tahu
Kau﻿ bukan milikku

Penakut - Yuna 

Praise

2011-11-20T04:10:00.001+08:00

Bole beritahu saya siapa tak bangga bila dipuji begini.....

atau begini....

lagi-lagi ini....

apatah lagi ini....

Tapi tue semua bukan isu disini.. Semua diatas hanyalah contoh semata-mata tanpa nawaitu terselindung. *jujur

I believe, it's a human nature; we love to hear good thing about us. It makes us feel good, rite? And in fact, compliment could works to motivate someone. Indirectly, it brings positive elements in our day / life which a good thing for everyone to practice. Yet, you need to know that praise can be classified into three types;

Praise to ingratiate
Just lip service or;
Expression of admiration

p/s: Namun, saya percaya semua pujian diatas adalah ikhlas. tehee~ =DD

Penerimaan pujian bagi setiap individu adalah berbeza walaupun secara general kita semua suka dipuji. Mungkin bagi sesetengah orang cuma akan membalas pujian dgn snyuman kecil (tapi dlm hati bagai nk meletup dada menahan bangga), mungkin bagi orang lain, akan teruja tahap maksima bila dipuji sehingga melalukan reaksi pelik tanpa sedar (e.g.: tersengih sorang2 walaupun pujian diberi 3jam yg lepas), dan ada jugak yang akan membalas pujian dengan rasa bangga dan takbur, "yes, i know i'm pretty. tell me something dat i don't know!" pfffft.

Dan penerimaan saya terhadap pujian is slightly different. Not saying dat I don't like but am simply not believe it. I don't believe when people say I'm pretty, smart, etc etc etc because I know my weaknesses and I tend to think dat people say those things just to please me. In the other hand, it shows that am a low self-esteem person. Believe me.

On top of dat, I'm practice different way in terms of giving praise to people. Am normally commend about someone in front of others instead of directly to that person. This probably by my mum's upbringing. I don't know about your childhood. But mine, Mama won't say good thing about me if she talked with neighbor. All I can hear was,

"Syuhada memang malas baca buku"

................

"Syuhada tak penah pown wt keja uma"

................

"Syuhada mmg kuat tgk tv"

...............

yadayadayadayada...

All are the negative ones. Kecik hati ogey. So, one day I decided to ask Mama. Why she needs to say the bad things about me to neighbor? It's not healthy especially when I can hear all that. It make me feels, "aku x ckup bagus kew?" "aku x ckup rajin kew?" "result aku x ckup bagus kew nk ckp aku malas baca buku?" You know, that kind of feelings. sigh.

So yes, I asked her. Mama ckp, die xnk jd mcm "masuk bakul, angkat sendiri" Mama tak nak memuji-muji anak die dpn orang sedangkan Mama je rasa anak Mama bagus tapi Mama tak tahu macam mana org nilai anak Mama. Biar Mama ckp akak tak bagus, tapi orang nmpk sebaliknya.

Contohnya begini; "Yati selalu ckp anak die malas baca buku tp exam selalu dapat nombor 1."
Mama taknak jadi begini, "Yati tak habis-habis puji anak dara die sorg tue, padahal masak pown tak pandai"

You got what I mean?

But personally, there's no wrong if you wanna praise your own kids/partner/friends/whoever just to motivate them to be better. They need it sometimes. Tapi janganlah selalu cos it might put them in a comfort zone. Setiap benda yg kita buat mesti berpada-pada. Sebab pujian yg berlebihan dan tak sepatutnya memuji akan melahirkan perasaan 'ujub (bangga diri).

Nabi s.a.w. penah menegur seorang Sahabat kerana memuji Sahabat yang lain secara langsung:

قطعت عنق صاحبك

“Kamu telah memenggal leher temanmu.” (HR. Al-Bukhari dan Muslim, dariAbu Bakar ra.)

Senada dgn hadith tersebut, Ali ra berkata dalam ungkapan hikmahnya,
"Kalau ada yang memuji kamu dihadapanmu, akan lebih baik bila kamu melumuri mulutnya dengan debu, daripada kamu terbuai oleh pujiannya."

I admit there are few people yg terasa hati dgn saya bile saya tak pernah nk puji depan-depan. But they have no idea that I always say good things about them in front others. That's how I appreciate and value them. As a matter of fact, I don't need people to say all the sweet / nice things right in front of me tp ble kt belakang segala aib, buruk, cacat-cela sume ko jaja dekat owg. That is so plastic and not acceptable!

Each and every single of us has our own flaws. We never perfect. Dan sesungguhnya, segala puji-pujian hanya kepada Allah s.w.t.

Salam.

Setiakah?

2011-11-15T23:57:00.001+08:00

Like seriously, I look terribly chubby!

DAMMIT!!

p/s: Love when people can spell my name correctly. Terima kasih! =)

Ironic

2011-11-13T20:37:00.001+08:00

"You chase someone who's running from you..

And you run from someone who's chasing you..."

p/s: It just a random thought.

Jangan Pandang Cermin

2011-11-09T00:23:00.000+08:00

During last Eid al-Adha, I stayed in my Uncle's for two days. Normal routine that we always have when gather with cousins is we're gonna have gossip-girl-long-chat til the dawn broke. So this time, only adik Fiqa and I were on the mode. The gossip-girl-chat start with typical topic / issue = love + boyfriend(s) tehehee~ =DD Continue to the next topic, then jump to another topic and lasted to horror/scary story (sgt cliche bukan?) =p

As she told me lots of her experiences faced things (the ghost-like thingy), am so interested to know the most on "tak elok tengok cermin waktu malam." I asked her, y we can't see mirror at night? And not just answered "sebab tak elok la", she questioned me back instead. Which her question telah membuatkan bulu roma saya terpacak dengan tegaknya. ngeee~

"Penah tak rasa bila tengok cermin waktu malam, muka kita macam cantik jew?...."

That is her question.

And my respond,

"Shit man!"

One of the pictures taken at night.
(yes, in front of the mirror)

Is it because of the mirror??
*sila faham maksud terselindung.
=p

Graduasi

2011-11-06T00:27:00.003+08:00

Just to share that I'm officially graduated on last 25th October. (Tapi bwu skarg nk post. Apakah?) As usual mmg agak lems sket dlm mengupdate blog kebelakangan nie. *mintak ampun.

Alhamdulillah, saya telah berjaya menamatkan pelajaran tanpa sebarang repeat paper mahupun extend. *maaf klaw dew yg trase. teheheee~ (^_^)v Thanks to all lecturers, friends and of course ~~scandals~~ parents yg dicintai for their support. Financial support from parents tue paling penting, if x ckup mmg agak t'tekan nk menghabiskan pelajaran. ngehngeh~ Ogey, kidding.

So, basically I've joined the programme of study in the Faculty of Communication and Media Studies (UiTM) and been awarded the degree of Bachelor of Mass Communication (Hons) major in Advertising. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. I'm proud to be UiTM product n yeah, UiTM dihatiku (lagu tema UiTM) hehe..

I'm a bit sad n not really so-into-the-graduation-day cos my parents weren't there for me. They left for Hajj the day before my graduation day. Sedih kowt. Tapi redha dan pasrah sbb diowg pegi utk menunaikan ibadah kn. Bukan sukew2. Thank God my younger brother was there. Klaw x, mmg nangis sowg2. huuuu~ Herewith, only 2 pictures I have. The rest still waiting from my photographer. No worries, once I got it from him, will share with you guys. xo!

In hall waiting for VIPs

Flowers from my photographer (on d left side) and lovely mama (on the right side).
She bought the flowers before she left. =))

Heartless

2011-11-05T21:22:00.000+08:00

Am sincerely think dat I should post this entry long time ago.

Before it goes so far.

Friends
√ I would love to

Chill out!
√ Ogey, SET!

Love talk
≠ Boring~ zzzzzzz

Put an effort
≠ Owh, u shouldn't have

Hoping
× What's dat??

Taking my heart
× Error

Frustrated
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN™

I rock my own world

I dance my own step

I dress my own style

I don't need you to show me

Including LOVE.

p/s: What's love anyway??

MisSyuha Took Singapore

2011-10-27T22:46:00.001+08:00

Salam and haie angels!!!

Maaf jika ada yg sedar penggunaan tajuk ala-ala the Kardashian's. Bajet nk ganti Kourtney & Kim Take New York la sgt kn. lolol Perasan-Me! =p

Neway, diz entry is actually da lapuk + basi utk dikongsikan. My trip was on 7-9th Oct. Skarg da end of the month pown. Bwu gigih nk post. *Maafkan saya. =.="

Well, my team (media department) got VIP invitation from AXN / Astro to go to Singapore and stay in Marina Bay Sands. Those who neva heard of Marina Bay Sands, sila Google skarg. That is one of the most Awesome + Coolest place to stay. U gotta believe me dude! *x caye sila tgk gambar di bawah. =DD

Marina Bay Sands
Cool aite?
*wink*

In the hotel room
Day 1

At night we went to watch theater of The Lion King. Sponsored of course. Klaw nk g bli tiket sndri mmg harapan la kn. huhu..

From left: Me, Aliya & Intan

The Entrance; Sands Theater

This is the reason mmg-xkn-bli-tiket-ngan-duit-sndri.
Mine, I got reserve ticket (B)
*sila jeles. tehehee~ =p

After d theater, we took a walk.
Nite in Singapore - full of lights.

The next day we had so-called Amazing Race in Universal Studio. But before we left the hotel, we went up to Skypark after breakfast juz for d sake to take pictures. ngeee~ Klaw da smpai Marina Bay Sands tp x lepak Skypark mmg rugi siehh.

From left: me, Intan, Aliya & Alin

During Uni's life they are my clazmates.
Now, they are my colleagues!
=DD

Amazed with the view.

Super cool swimming pool!

Here we are in Universal Studio.

Dentsu girls; Aliya, Intan, Kym, me & Alin

Muka tanpa sebarang make-up
*enlarge d pic klaw x cye. =p

We didn't won d race but we had fun seriously. Memang feeling Amazing Race abesh smpai x sempat nk b'gambar. lolol It was an unforgettable experience!

So, in the night we had dinner in IndoChine. I really thought it will be in a ballroom or any formal hall (bajet macam zaman student lagi) But surprisingly, it's a bar. =_=" Can't escape when u r in media world. pffffffft.

It's a nice place to party yet I dunno how to party. So, we were among who left early. 10.30pm trus chao blk bilik. huhu..

Last Day

Had breakfast and straight away went back to Kuala Lumpur

Sayonara Singapore

Yes, I had a great time there.. But neaaaaah~ didn't planned to go again cos I hate their washroom. They dun have water taps for God sake! Terseksa kowt nk tahan perut kt sne. pffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft.

p/s: You go travel then you'll noe y u shud b grateful to be Malaysian.

Left Unsaid

2011-10-20T23:01:00.000+08:00

It's one of those days, I'm so good in express my feelings. Damn loud. Just say watever I want regardless wat people might feel. It was like, "If you don't like my words, don't listen. If you don't like my appearance, don't look and if you don't like my actions, just f**king turn your head la." You know dat kind of attitude. =_="

But now? Seriously I dunno wat happen to me. Like seriously, WAT THE HELL IS HAPPEN TO ME NOW? WHY I CAN'T EXPRESS MY FEELINGS? WHY I CAN'T JUST SAY 'NO!!!!'? WHY I CAN'T TELL HIM THAT I LOVE HIM?

Okay. Wait. Correct me if am wrong. Did I juz said "Why I can't tell him that I LOVE him?" lolol LOVE?? For real, LOVE??? u gotta b kidding me man! pffffffft.

Great. Now am talking about LOVE. Wat's next?

Dude, I've been in a wrong relationship for so long. (Note: Wrong relationship - you will feel more alone than when you were single) It was my biggest mistake that I have made. To let him stay in my life longer than he deserved to. I can't believe I could be goofy for 6 years. 6 YEARS!! lol stupido me!

But on the other hand, that's how you will understand life aite? Some people & something are put in your life temporarily just to get you on the next lesson. Nothing is meant to last forever. So, we may love the wrong person, cry for the wrong reason, but one thing for sure is mistake helps us to find the right person. kan kan kan? :p

I am what I am today because of the decision and choice I've made yesterday. I believe that being in a relationship is a full-time job. So, I won't apply if I'm not ready. I don't mind to wait though it may takes a month, year or even decade. Cos the longer you have to wait, the more you will appreciate when it finally arrives. Right? So, basically that's my theory. tehehee~ :DD

So, here's the thing. After a year (plus) being single am actually forgot how to love and how does it feels to be loved. Yes, no joke. I F-O-R-G-O-T. =.=

Mode (ON) : JUST-HAVING-FUN
Mode (OFF) : "commitment"

Why I choose to "Just-having-fun"? Cos being with no one is better than being with the wrong one. Sometimes those who fly solo have the strongest wings. *wink*

However, all this love thingy shit just happened. And I HATE IT!

Guess wat? I'm fucking enjoy my single life and wanted to have some fun yet this shit called 'LOVE' just come cross. DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT!!!

I didn't realized that am in love. You hear me? I'M IN LOVE!! But it juz too little too late to admit. I didn't realized it before. I didn't realized when he was around. I only realize it when he's gone!

Yet, I got so many things to tell. I wanted him to know how much I care for him. How much I appreciate him. How much I love him. How much I want him. But now, everything left UNSAID.

At first, I'm deciding to tell the whole world my feelings since I'm no good in expressing my feelings personally. Lidah nie bole pulak jam ble nk ckp hal sayang menyayang nie cos da lme x practice. So, I think it will be better if am just write it up. But as I mentioned before, it just too little too late.

So, I've decided to leave it this way. Left Unsaid.

Dat's d best I could do. perhaps.

Dea : Kisah 1

2011-10-09T20:30:00.001+08:00

Two days before I left for Singapore, someone has be so generous. tehehee~ =DD *Ogey, not only dat day but Dea always be. hehe..

Dea brougth me to Pavillion and planned to get me my fave flats. But I think it's a waste cos I dun have any suitable clothe to fit with d flats. In dat case, we looked for something that I can wear for dinner in Singapore and in d same time it can be an office attire. Lagi jimat kn? Instead of you buy one dinner dress which you only wear it once in a while. Rugi.

So, Dea got himself new wallet, shades, pants and laptop bag. While for me, Dea bought blouse, legging, flats (still) and clutch (as a convocation present - which it should be a surprise. ngeee~) Apparently, someone has shopped mengalahkan taukeh. lolol *based on wat Dea said.

Well, it wasn't d first time Dea spent on me. There r always surprises, good foods, nice restaurants, great treatments, n lots! Dea is simply charming. Isn't he? *wink*

A surprise from Famous Amos. Adorable!

A birthday gift. I loike~

The blouse for office attire.

It's Iora.

A legging.
I love d material!

A convocation present in advance.
Surprise!! :p

Clutch form lizclaiborne

Flats
Ain't d first choice which I mentioned before yet it's still a favorite!
*wink*

To be continued...

in Love

2011-10-06T23:28:00.001+08:00

Salam n haie pretties!!

Think, I wanna confess something.

When I was a kid, my highest aim in life is to be a Uni student. So, I actually never plan my future or dream about working life. And dat's y, along my journey of being a student went so great. But when it comes to working life, am stuck!

I mean, I dun really noe what I wanna be, wat kind of job I wanna do, I dunno wat is my expertise n so much more left unanswered in my head. So, when I start working I was like a robot. Just do wat they asked me to do. But deep inside, am heartless n my head is totally blank! pfffft.

But one thing for sure, am working cos I want money! lolol

After a while been working, am now realize.... That working is so much FUN!!!! teheeheee~ :DD N yes, am in love. In love with my job! (^_^)v *sounds so fishy. buahahaha

Ogey la, to be honest y I love my job is;

When we got lots of free magazines. U juz name it. Sume dew.. Cleo? Seventeen? Glam? Eh? etc.
Ble dpt newspaper free which everyday akan diantar dkt dpn pintu uma. (tp x penah dew mse nk bce pown. pffft.)
Ble bole dpt free movie tickets yg banyak mcm di bawah nie;

All these tickets for Sep til Nov. And 1 ticket is for 2 person. Cool aite? *wink*

Some of the tickets are valid for 3D jugak. hehe

4. Last but not least, ble dpt VIP invitation n everything will be sponsored!!!

*sila jeles :p

So, moral of the story adik2... Sila belajar rajin-rajin. Ble belajar pandai, dpt kejew bagus, gaji banyak, insentif pown banyak. InsyaAllah, klaw hati ikhlas, wt kejew jujur, Allah s.w.t. akan murahkn rezeki kita.. Amin. :)

Kawan

2011-10-05T14:00:00.002+08:00

Kawan nie mmg susah nk cari yg ikhlas kn?
Kawan yg nk wt gelak, mmg rmai..
Kawan yg bole nk nangis sme2, mmg susah nk cari..
Tp kawan jenis plastik plg banyak kn?
Kdg xyah cari pown..
Sendiri datang.
Noe y?
Cos they have no value.
Dew kt mne2 jew.
Senang dpt tp plg susah nk hapus.
Perosak bumi, cm gitue lah..

Sometimes, it makes me laugh ble tgk diz kind of person being plastic..
Paling kelakar ble kantoi beradab..
Muke trus brubah.
Klaw toreh kulit muka, darah pown x kuar. lolol
Another part is, ble x pndai nk tipu.
Dowh! Layankan jew la..
Tingin gak nk tgk smpai mne die nk menipu..
Mind u, am not stupid la..
Sjew wt2 bodo, wt2 innocent, wt2 x phm jew..
But seriously, I noe when u r lying n I Love It!
I love d way u lie when I noe d truth.
Lololol
U look foolish honestly!
Tp asalkn ko bahagia, I'm cool jew..
Pew dew hal nk layan owg plastik hati hitam nie..
Kasi can jew la owg bwu nk tgk dunia.. Kan?
Anyway, gud luck my friend!
I wish u all d best n keep lying!
Hahahaha

p/s: 2 hamba Allah yg bernama kawan aku x penah ragu; Aida & Yat. U guys noe how much I love both of u. xo!

Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Mystify

2011-09-30T19:17:00.000+08:00

Changes

2011-09-26T00:26:00.001+08:00

As I grow up...

As age increased...

I started to realize that I've changed a bit.

From a little girl..

Be a teenage girl..

And now, am a young adult..

(as the title of Britney's song, "I'm Not A Girl, Not Yet A Woman")

*sounds so confusing kan* lol

The phase of life is changing;

High school life is cool..

Uni student's life is AWESOME!

Working life?

Is damn TIRESOME!! *sigh

And now, the self attitude..

The self interest..

And the way of thinking is slightly changing (as well)..

The obvious thing is, am no more Pink Maniac like before..

Most of my pink stuffs are gone.

I only keep some of them;

Only use it for certain outfit

Keeping them but not really wear it anymore.

This is because am so head-over-heels with Gold color

I love d bling! :DD

Starts to collect Gold n Silver accessories.

Office attire; I only have two shirts in Pink. >.<

p/s: Feel am older now. pfffft.

Movie for laugh

2011-09-25T18:07:00.000+08:00

Salam and hello angels!!

So, what are u all up to this weekend? Hope you guys having a great time. *wink*

But if you are not so lucky, which having a bad day during weekend, don't be sad aite? Just laugh! Then you will be okay. * tp jgn gelak for no reason lak. pelik owg tgk nti.. LOL

Do u noe yg gelak / ketawa tue is really good for our health? Well it is actually a strong medicine for mind and body. See wat I've got from reliable sources;

Laughter relaxes the whole body: Whenever we laugh, it's actually help to relieves physical tension and stress. Secara tak langsung otot kte relax for up to 45 minutes after. *mungkin berkesan utk awet muda jugak.. =DD
Laughter boosts the immune system: Ble gelak ia dpt mengurangkan hormon stress dan menaikkan sel immune dan antibody melawan penyakit > sekaligus meningkatkan tahap daya ketahanan terhadap penyakit.
Laughter triggers the release of endorphins (sejenis kimia semulajadi yg baek dlm badan): Akan membantu badan merasa sihat dan melegakan kesakitan walau sekejap.
Laughter protects the heart: Ketawa boleh memperbaiki fungsi saluran darah dan meningkatkn aliran darah - yg bole melindungi kte daripada serangan jantung dan lain2 masalah kardiovaskular.

In dat case, let's laugh!! LOL

But as I mentioned before, jgn la gelak for no reason kn.. Bole mengundang keraguan pd owg luar.. tehehee~ =DD

I have a suggestion for you to laugh *tahap berdekah-dekah* , go and watch Johnny English Reborn!! Am sure you guys will feel damn good. Sumpah kelakar ogey cter nie.. Though, yes, some might said it's a stupid joke but who cares! As long as kte bole gelak n release tension, it's more than enuf wat? kn kn kn?? huhu..

After all, it's Rowan Atkinson aka Mr Bean kowt!!! Tgk mke beliau pown bole mencetus rasa geli hati. kahkahkah.

Am I right? =p

Watched Johnny English Reborn with bestie, Aida. :)

It's in Alamanda

BFF; Aida *wink*

Career Talk

2011-09-10T20:36:00.000+08:00

Salam and haie pretties.. :))

Hope everyone has a good day, everyday in this Syawal. Me is still in the remnants of Raya holiday. (p/s: sila jeles) tehehee~ =DD

You must be thinking why am I is still in holiday, aite? Da jd grape(r) aka penganggur setia kah? lolol

Alright, ingat lg x ngan diz ENTRY?

Which when I stepped down as a Marketing Executive?

So, lots of people and friends especially been wondering what's actually I'm doing after stopped working. Cos am totally switching to d hiatus mode in blogging. And "been busy" is the only excuse after all. ngee~

What really happened to me is right after I stepped down (in the same day) am directly start a new work. And it is actually more than work. It calls "do what I love to do." LMAO

Okay. Sorry for the puzzle. (^_^)v

Well, I'm helping relative's business, technically. Literally, I'm more like a promoter. kahkahkah.

Working from 10 to 10 is tiring. And friends who knew wat I'm doing, they tend to look down on me and some of them are sympathy (??) hahaha.. Maybe in their thoughts, "alahai~ jadi promoter jew?? mesti gaji ciput nieh. Kejew pown kt shopping complex jew. " PFFFFFFFFFT.

And y I'm saying like dat? Cos some of my friends, who met me in my workplace have been avoiding me! Fine. At least I noe who's real friend now. PFFFFFFFFFFT.

Neah, I am not being small hearted with them. Am not. Noe y? Cos I know I do wat I love to do and part of dat my pay is more than them. HAHAHA. Am not talking crap. C'mon la, u work with ur diploma n get RM1400+ per month, suda mao berlagak ble tgk aku kejew promoter? HELL-O ~ I get RM3000+ per month ogey! It's business anyway. Business is always can make money. *maaf suda bongkak sekejap. Am juz too upset. Dat's all.

Enough said.

Since I see the potential in business, I've decided to do my own business. Juz imagine, I bwu jew jd staff pown managed to get 3K per month, wat if I open my own business? Surely I'll get more honey!! So, I told my parents I wanna do my own business and they agreed. Mao x setuju, my parents, Mama especially mmg darah business. She's been in business line for ages. So, of course die setuju + happy ble I told her I wanna do business. Siap tolong I daftar perniagaan lagi. Now, I have my own company, EsDean Ent. *wink*

Es is actually 'S' which stands for my name Syuhada.
And Dean is Din. My dad's name is JamaluDIN.

Some said, I'm juz being too ambitious. Some said, I'm too young to do business. Whereas I find myself is getting closer to my dream! Be a businesswoman at young age n get RICH baby!! \m/ (n_n) \m/

So, the basic plan is to focus on my business after Raya. But apparently, the plan need to be changed! sigh.

Cos I got the job offer from one of the most largest advertising agency brands in the world, Dentsu after went to their interview session. I've been assigned to be as Media & Marketing Executive. (say YAAAAY!)

Before the interview session. tehee~ =DD
*Aida accompanied me

Dentsu is actually an advertising agency from Japan. It's a well-known, well-established and huge name in advertising agency brands aside from Leo Burnett, McCann Erickson, O&M, etc. Those who are in advertising line know how cool it is to join all these big agencies. And Me? How to say 'NO' to Dentsu???

Interested to know more? Click HERE

Am going to start working on this coming September 15th. Wish me luck dolls!! (^_*)

**Business??? I need to hold first. Then we see how in the future aite?! =DD

Eid Mubarak

2011-09-09T03:49:00.001+08:00

I can say that almost every year my family will celebrate Raya in my dad's hometown. Raya in Kedah is always awesome where you can see kids playing bunga api n burn fireworks. I love to watch them but to join, neaaaah~ fikir byk kali ogey. Sgt penakut ngan api. (^_^)v

I only arrived in kampung on the eve of Eid with Abang and Uncle's family. Malam tue jugak ble ktowg da smpai Mama Abah ajak g Pekan Rabu beli few things lg.. Blk jew dr shopping, I continue iron baju raya family lak. Since we have lots of people in the house so takut kne queue lak nk iron keesokkan pagi. Akibatnyew, I only got my sleep less than 4 hours.

On the 1st Syawal, we didn't go beraya as much as years before (me especially just stayed indoor most of the time cos sibok cover tdo yg x ckup. hehe) We went to take a family photo in the morning then parents went to beraya with aunties and uncles.

Syawal 1: Heading to take a family photo

The Dean's : All white :))

Syawal 2: Red Kebaya

Syawal 3: Open house @ Anim's
From left: Ju, YaT, Me n Anim
My fwen commented on a picture in my FB saying dat YaT n I look like a twin! hehe..

With Ms Hanim Amron

Am simply a busy woman. teheee~ :p

From left: Aniem, Me, Tirah & Ju

Syawal 4: Motif sgt ble snap sume nk close up. ngee~

p/s: On the 31st August, we did a surprise birthday party for Mama. Too bad can't display picture here since it was a surprise party so, Mama only wore nighty. Not nice la kn.. ngee~

pp/s: I'm still waiting duet raya from my syg. ngehngeh~ :p

Holy Month in Cover

2011-09-08T19:37:00.001+08:00

Salam everyone.. A bit sad when I can't blog as frequent as before.. I missed to blog during holy month, Ramadhan. So, in that case I nk cover blk! buahahaha..

Ogey, I noe it's kinda annoying n totally lems! Owg da raya I bwu nk cter pasal bulan puasa. But who cares?! Nk cter jugak. teheeheee~ =DD

No worries, am not going to let u guys nyampah smpai muntah ijau bce entry lapuk. Juz gonna share some pictures. Fair enough aite? *wink*

Sebulan berpuasa, cuma 2 kali jew sempat berbuka ngan old friends n bestie, Aida.. But the best part is when I could spend almost half of a month kt uma.. So, dpt b'buka ngan family terchenta. (^_^)

Break fast with my old friends

So, it's bowling time!!

Sorry. Not my expertise. pffft.

Few days before Raya, I went out with Aida. Brought her to shop Raya and also had a manicure. She's so happy with her fingernails after mani. Chummel! =DD

She fond her fingernails. ngee~

Treated her in Nasi Ayam Penyet, my fave. ;))

Have faith..

2011-08-11T17:06:00.004+08:00

When I was a baby, am not among baby yg kiutmiutlagiadorablemacamnakpicitpipi. neaaahh~ Wasn't like my mother who is pretty and has fair skin, I have dark skin and hairy. =.= Trust me, it's really makes Mama upset. Her baby girl wasn't cute at all. Plus ble dew owg tnye Mama, "is it your baby?? Macam anak keling jew.." PAP! Naseb baek baby lg tme tue, x tawu nk kecik ati. Yg tawu cuma senyum tanpa gigi. Tp usaha senyum tetap dew.

Not a good start ble tme kecik pown da kne kondem. But it's okay, HAVE FAITH you ugly duckling. sigh.

With Abang in the airport.

Mungkin agak cerah sket, tp mungkin jugak disebabkn bedak separuh botol yg ditempek Mama di muka sy membuatkn kelihatan agak cerah. (",)

When I was in primary school, I have a dream to go to MRSM. Everytime lalu jew dpn MRSM Langkawi, I always told myself that after UPSR I want to enter this MRSM. I always fond MRSM Langkawi because at my age of 12, it's still a new building with super cool facilities which other MRSMs didn't have. So, I really hope I could be among brilliant students yg akan masuk MRSM. But unfortunately, am not clever enough when I only got 3A's in UPSR which obviously ain't qualified to enter MRSM. Bukan x layak masuk jew, nk apply pown x layak. pffffft.

But it's okay, HAVE FAITH you dumb ass. =.=

Since then I study so hard to ensure that I'll achieve my next target to be a University student. Not just study hard, but I also asked my parents to send me to the hostel outside from Langkawi. A girl school actually. Can u believe dat? Normally, parents yg beria nk antar anak g skolah asrama but in my case, it's vice versa. Sampai Mama pulak yg risau. "Bole kew I nk berdikari? Bole kew I nk basuh baju sendiri nti? Bole kew I nk idup x tgk TV? Bole kew klaw I mkn lauk yg sme every week? Bole kew I nk kne bgn awl tme cuti? N bole kew I nk stay in sekolah perempuan sahaja??" She's so worried yg I akan jd lesbian, pengkid or tomboy nti. LOLOL But I told Mama not to worry. I just wanna be independent and more focus on my study. And Alhamdulillah, I managed to get 6A's in PMR. =)

I did hope for the same, success in my SPM. When trial I got 5A's, I'm so confident that I could get more in real SPM. Cikai-cikai 7 or 8 A pown ok la kn. But who knows, in real SPM I got less than 5A's. Am so frustrated. 3 hari menangis dlm blik and keep blaming myself.

And for that, HAVE FAITH you OVER-confident-girl. tsk.

Somehow, I still be able to make my dream come true to get into University. A perfect University, UiTM dihatiku. *wink* Alhamdulillah, I manage to finish my Diploma and Degree on time tanpa pernah sangkut / repeat paper. Malah hasrat untuk mendapat Anugerah Dekan / Dean List juga tercapai. Tapi cita-cita ingin tamat pada tahap pertama / First Class Grad x tercapai. Cuma mampu mendapat Second Upper Class. damn.

So, HAVE FAITH you playful girl.

When we're talking about personal stuff, I'll consider myself as not lucky in love. Be in 6years relationship and end with nothing is pathetic. Well, I have to admit it makes me scared sometimes. Afraid of getting hurt again.

But it's okay, I keep telling myself to HAVE FAITH my dear heart..

Chasing my dream career is my next issue. Even though I knew I could not / would not fulfill it yet I still wanna give a try. Because the major problem with me is am so KEPALA KERAS (stubborn). And I won't give up until I know I couldn't afford. Which usually in the end of the day, I sedih sendiri.

This is because I always HAVE FAITH in me...

p/s: Whatever life gives you, even if it hurts, just be strong and act like you’re okay. Strong walls shake, but never collapse.

pp/s: Have faith pretties..

xo!

home sweet home. ALWAYS.

2011-08-02T14:03:00.006+08:00

Salam everyone... I noe I didn't blog for ages since my last entry which is on July 20th. And for the record, this entry had been saved in draft since August 2nd!! Only manage to publish on August 8th. sigh sigh sigh. Tak tawu la npew begitu malas mengupdate blog kebelakangan ini. pffft. =_="

So deary, how's your fasting practices so far? Me doing great and Alhamdulillah belom lg tgl puasa. teheee~ =DD But really cuaca kt Langkawi is DAMN HOT!!! Panas yg amat dan sgt menguji tahap keimanan menahan dahaga. ngee~

Owh, yes.. I'm in my hometown, Langkawi. woot woot~ Am leaving KL yg super busy tue for about 2 weeks. *sila jeles. =p

I shall say dat am pretty enjoy staying in KL (even hectic yg amat) but dat's d good thing la cos when I'm being a super-workaholic-girl-tak-hengat-dunia, am no more give a f**k about others. (Well, some said it's MADNESS) p/s: I'm working from 10am to 10pm. Crazy enuf? N yeah, I need to stand most of the time. *sila kagum.

Since am not a fan of public transportation, I'll use my transport wisely. *wink* Mao nangis klaw owg suh I naek bas, LRT, monorail, n so watever. And yes, there's a price I have to pay; stuck in massive jam for hours!

Yet, xpenah give up. Lebih rela stuck dlm jam dr berhimpit macam sardin dlm LRT. *ayat nk diva la kn (^_^)v Ogey, not trying to be a Diva sincerely.. but at least there's no limitation to do lots of fun stuff alone in a car instead of sit/stand with crowds in LRT.

contohnyew doing this

*pedulikan kereta kiri kanan*

Dan bila pulang ke rumah terchenta, saya mempunyai aktiviti wajib dambaan hati. *wink*

TIDO!!!!

( and that's the reason for 'Home Sweet Home' )

=DD

tears in the middle of the night

2011-07-20T02:47:00.003+08:00

Smile when I'm hurt...

Laugh when I'm cry...

Silence when I'm upset...

Am too fragile.. but no one ever notice that.

Because I'm just good at hiding it...

Shit Happened

2011-07-20T01:43:00.002+08:00

12 Julai 2011: Kereta dilanggar buntut. Patah kaki untuk 2 hari.

18 Julai 2011:

11pg - Kereta ehsan yang dipinjam dari sepupu habis bateri. Tukar bateri baru. Melayang RM 130.

2.30 tghari - Kereta mati di tepi lebuhraya Puchong - Putrajaya bertemankan diri sendiri dan dibasahi peluh yang cair meleleh di bawah sinaran suria pada suhu 38.0°C. Seperti ayam yg dipanggang menunggu penyelamat selama 2 jam dengan hati yang kental. Pasrah.

p/s: For all bad things happened, I only hope for something good in return. InsyaAllah...

pp/s: Thanks a lot to all my savers; Abang, Abdul Ghani Shukri, Abdul Hakim, Angah, Mohd Hakime and En Nizam. May God bless you guys. xo!

OMG!!!

2011-07-12T13:31:00.006+08:00

Seriously I can't believe this...

HE FOUND ME!!!

Alright, remember this ENTRY?

And GUESS WHAT??

HE HAD COMMENTED!!!!!!!

*speechless*

a plan to re-watch

2011-06-14T06:30:00.013+08:00

The Back-Up Plan movie is actually had shown on 2010. I did watched it, in cinema mind you. But I dunno y (out of nowhere); like so sudden tingat kt cter nie.. And feels desperately wanna watch diz movie again. But too bad, I dun have a copy or even download it. And d worst part is I never buy any DVD movie so, am not sure either it's still available in DVD's shop or not.

I really wanna re-watch diz movie cos it's wonderful and hilarious (now we use d right word for the right movie to describe it) and it would be more interesting if I can make it as my Sunday movie for this week.

Point to add: It would be much much more interesting if I could watch diz movie together with you. *wink*

Post Grad

2011-06-08T16:17:00.003+08:00

Salam and hello pretties.. =))

Since working, I have been in hiatus mode from blogging. Well, apparently I did blogged couple of times but not really rambled la. In fact, the time transition between one entry to another entry took a week plus. kan? U perhaps can imagine how busy am I.. sigh.

Ogey, so.. For this entry I would love to inform that it's going to be loooooooooong babbling. HAHA. Yeala, since da lme x bebel kan.. Dun u miss my babble by the way?? =p

FYI, I'm now unofficially grad. *wink* Can't believe am no longer a student. tsk tsk tsk. To my adik-adik out there, if you got chance to study, go ahead. Believe me, zaman study in Uni is the best ogey. Ain't like school nor work life. Being a Uni's student is damn COOL. You got me? So, do enjoy ur Uni's life.

Allow me to take you to the past 5 months when I'm still a student. An intern to be exact. The internship went so great for 4 months. And to my surprise, Dato' offered us (Iffa n I) to do part time a.k.a free lance for SUKMA. He wants us to join them until July. I'm so grateful cos at least I'm not juz goyangkakimatikutu duk uma do nothing lps abesh intern kn. So, of course we accept d offer. Klaw x accept, semacam tolak rezeki la bai~ Zaman sekarang bukan macam zaman dulu which kejew cari owg. Skarg kte kne cari kejew. And ain't easy to get a job nowadays u noe. Bersyukur la owg nk kasi ko kejew. X gitu? Ogey, enuf said.

When I'm done with intern, Dato' actually gave us a week to complete our stuff regarding the internship matter. U noe, d report, slides presentation etc. Tell u wat, a week is not enough to complete the report which I didn't start anything yet. With the slides some more. And the preparation to present of course. And yeah, the log book!! uarrrrhhh~ I was like zombie dat time, trust me. Tp padan la mke I kn. Sapew suh x start wt dr awl. pffffft.

Done with internship thingy, I'm straight away get back to the office as a part time staff. U see, I blom sempat rest pown. Unlike my classmates n other course mates yg sronok berehat di uma ble abesh internship. Plus dew yg g berholiday bagai. Owh, jeles. =.=

Ogey, xyah simpati sgt. Cos actually bwu jew 2 ari I msuk kejew, I da g Indonesia pulop. It's a family vacation. tehehee~ =DD But dlm mse 2 ari tue jugak, I'd attended 3 interviews.. And the day before I berangkat g Indonesia, I trus dpt job offer. Can u believe dat??! *kusutsertamerta*

Yeah I noe, I shouldn't be kusut kn? Like my fren used to say, bersyukur la.. Senang dpt kejew.. murah rezeki.. blablabla... But the fact is, I'm not happy at all. And the sad thing is, I dunno wat to feel. +_+ And I wish, when I go to Indonesia, I could find myself and juz be ready to face the real work life.

Back from Indonesia, I still go to the old office just for the sake to tell Dato' dat I'm going to resign. Ya Allah, dlm ati nie.... serba slh sgt.. -_- Thank God Dato sgt memahami n be so supportive. Seriously I sgt respect n adore Dato'. And the next day, I trus kejew kt tmpt bwu and hold a position of Marketing Executive.

If you could understand, everything happens back-to-back. Non-stop. And it makes me so exhausted. My otak of course da x well functioning. Normal thing will happen when I dun have enuf rest; I become so unproductive and blur. =_="

So now, I've made up my mind. I wanna let go this position. I wanna quit my job. I just wanna do things dat I love. Money ain't everything to me if I'm not happy with what I'm doing right now. Satisfaction is all matter. U'll understand how I feel if you are in my shoes.

Pray for me angels.. xo!

Video Version; Jakarta - Bandung

2011-06-07T17:15:00.005+08:00

We read the menu for a long minutes and end up couldn't understand anything. Thank God the waitress is so helpful and tabah explain utk ktowg. huhu..

Abang being so cute and childish akibat kebosanan tgu di airport.

Then, my two lil brothers pown follow die jugak.

Funny n glew la diowg nieh. Langsung x behave. lolol

This is when we were in Kawah Putih..

Tempat tue damn sjuk ogey.

But seriously, it's a beautiful place.

xo!

missing

2011-05-28T00:08:00.005+08:00

I miss my hometown..

I miss my bedroom..

I miss my bestie..

I miss my student's life..

I miss blogwalking..

I miss chatting..

I miss lepaking..

I miss do things that I love..

I just miss the good old days that I used to have...

Dear YaT,

Bole x ko dtg KL?? windu ko dowh. =_=

p/s: sowie if the ending of d video is sucks. my otak seems stuck tbe2. dunno wat to put more. lol

pp/s: well think, we should do diz often. record our day when we're hang out. it's kinda cool to have it.. kn?

From Malaysia to Indonesia with Love

2011-05-24T10:13:00.064+08:00

I suppose it's not too late to post this entry. FYI, I went to Indonesia last two weeks. It's a family vacation and also a present for my graduation. tehehee~ =DD I had fun there.. Cos eventually I got my 'me-time' and also the opportunity to spend quality time with family. After all, that's wat I need the most.

Day 1
Jakarta

Soekarno-Hatta International Airport

Arrived in the Jakarta.

Wait for another family members in the airport.

Day 2
Bandung
Tangkuban Parahu - Kawah Putih

Beloved parents; Mama & Abah

From left: Abang, his gf; Kak Nuril, my lil brother; Haiqal, Kak Nuril's Cousin; Kak Herri, Kak Nuril's sister; Wana & Me

Mama & Kak Nuril's mother

Remember cter My Heart? Yg Acha and Irwanshah b'lakon tue? So, nie la tmpt nyew. If you can recall the scene la...

From left: Mama, Bang Cik, Abah & Me

This is actually the hotel's lobby. Cool kn? =DD

So, here the hotel dat we stayed.

Day 3

Bandung
Pasar Baru

Shopping time!!

They are my super bodyguards; Abang & Bang Cik.

*wink*

Day 4
Jakarta
Factory Outlet - Taman Mini

Grabbed our breakfast at A&W
(that's d only place yg adik I bole mkn. Otherwise, he won't eat. Ngada kn? huhu)

@ Taman Mini Indonesia Indah

My glew abang and his sporting girlfriend. lol

Day 5
Jakarta
Pasar Mangga 2 - Tanah Abang

No wonder people always go to Jakarta to buy wedding dress n so watever. Murah glew kowt. ngee~

@ Grand Indonesia Shopping Town

See, I have lots of heroes. Dun mess with me taw. =p

Day 6

Bye Bye Jakarta

*ka ching ka ching ka ching*

Famili terchenta.
xoxo!

p/s: rsenyew nie entry paling malas. sowie dolls, I'm just dun have enuf time even to type. sigh. =_="

Nuffnang + TGV Cinemas = Super Cool

2011-05-18T13:12:00.006+08:00

Haie dolls!! It has been quite a while since my last post aite? hadoi~ so many things happened indeed. But will update u soon. Promise! (^____^)v

So now, am going to talk bout my fave May lg. teheheee~ =DD Seriously, diz May mmg full of surprises la. I loike~ =p

Well actually, I got birthday surprise from Nuffnang and TGV Cinemas dude!! woootwoot~ Guess wat? I got 4 complimentary passes for any movie* at TGV Cinemas outlet nationwide ogey! Let's scream together!!! woohooooeeeeee~!!!

And here, I want to show my biggest appreciation and bunch of thanks to Nuffnang and TGV Cinemas for diz super cool passes. You guys ROXX yaaw!! *wink*

p/s: Ogey, skarg nk kne cari partner teman tgk movie free. Anyone? =p

Fave May

2011-05-08T21:49:00.012+08:00

May has always be my fave Month since forever. And why May is so special to me? It's because in May we got Labor Day, we also have Mother's Day n to make it sounds perfect we got lots of great movies in May. teheheee~ =DD And yeah, not to forget.. my birthday is also in May!! Don't you think all the great movies in May are some sort of celebrating my birthday?? lolol *ogey. perasan.

Frankly speaking, I don't expect much for my birthday diz year cos am in chaotic phase ever. I got interview a day after my birthday. The next day I need to do a presentation regarding my internship. Of course few days before, I was busy worked on the report, slides and preparation for d interview blablablabla. It's damn chaos am telling you. So, my plan is just to stay at home complete my report and slides for the presentation during my birthday. *loser*

Surprisingly, I got a call asked me to go out. Apparently, someone's wanna celebrate my birthday. How will I say no to someone who insisted to celebrate my birthday?? Cannot kan? Well, I'm a birthday gal.. Pew kes nk duk dlm blik wt report smbil mkn meggi. derrrr~ So, yeah, I went out and celebrate it. yadayadayada~ Then when I got home, served me rite man! I still need to face d reality. Gotta complete d report and slides Goddammit! >.<

However, to be a birthday gal is always been blessed kn? I can't believe dat the interview went great and d presentation had done perfectly! *tiba-tibarasakagumngandirisendiri* hee~ =DD My birthday is still great though we didn't captured any pictures to display here. But they are all saved in the memory. Mama came to my place and spend a quality time together. Though it wasn't dat long, but I'm so happy to have her during my birthday. I also lepak with my bestie where all the treats are on her. Pizza is one of the menu-wajib-beliau-belanja. hahaha. It makes me missing the good old days dat we used to have somehow. =\ Dan tak lupew jugak, masa-masa yg diluangkan bersama jejaka-jejaka pilihan. lalala~ =p

Honestly, a birthday gift from Abang is so predictable.

A perfume as usual. lolol

And he'd added the number of my perfume's collection indirectly. ngeee~

This time it's Couture by Juicy Couture. I love it!!

Mama as always knows exactly my need. She gave me a GPS for my birthday gift. Cool x mama saya? haha.. I'm so thankful dat finally I have a GPS and it has become my second nyawa after cellphone sekarang. Seriously, live without GPS is like live with a half brain. lol Thanks Mama!! It helps me a lot and yeah, I love you so MUCH!! ♥ ♥ ♥

While the iPod is a gift from a friend. (^____________^) Like a dream comes true. I da mmg lme nk bli iPod tp selalu duet burn ngan shopping. And iPod just in my dream. Ble dpt d iPod, I was like, "howyeaaaaah howyeaaaaah howyeaaaaah~!!" *sambilmenarichickydance* =DD

Well actually, I also got a cupcake for my birthday gift surprise. (sowie, there's no picture cos da selamat dihadamkan. hee~ =DD) And poor him much that his surprise didn't work out when I'm unintentionally didn't show up at my door house. Sapew suh nk wt surprise x ckp kn? haha.. He did called me few times but I was in the line with Mama. Without checked the incoming call, I simply ignored the phone calls and text message. After an hour I believe, bwu I check my phone. N yeah, surely die da blk and left d cupcake in front of my door house. I feel so sowie n guilty 'till today ogey. tsk. =_=" But anyway, thanks a lot my dear. Just wanna let u noe.. I do appreciate all d surprises you'd gave to me. Really.

Other than all the presents, surprise, etc. I also watched few great movies in order to complete the birthday gal celebration. hee~ =))

Watched diz movie with Far.

Thor is damn HOT!! And d movie is damn SUPERB!

Of course Natalie Portman is a fave.. =))

Red Riding Hood during my birthday. Watched with Mr. G..

Well, I simply in love with d hero.

Nk tawu? Kne tgk sndri. =p

FAST 5!!!

Totally AWESOME! I love the part when The Rock is fighting with Van Diesel. You know how it feels when two hot guys fighting kn. It feels like, " yeah, bring it down dude! show him wat u got!" Damn, they are so hot!! I love tough guys. That's d fact. kahkahkah. Tp, I also fallin in love with Paul Walker! He's cute owh.. =DD This time they are more to action as compared to race. But still, they are FAST man!!! Anyway, I need to thank Hun to bring me watched diz movie. Thanks Hun.. *wink*

p/s: A fren used to give a stupid comment ever bout Fast5. Well, I think it's stupid. Cos he said, Fast 5 is hilarious. lololol. Fast 5 - hilarious??? u gotta be kidding me? Which part dat he saw it as hilarious pown i x tawu. Dude, do u noe the meaning of hilarious in d first place?? *gelakguling-guling*

pp/s: I just realized dat diz entry is quite long. huhu.. I'm so sowie dolls if ur eyes get juling bce. heee~ (^_^)v

Tips untuk Si Patah Hati

2011-04-26T19:57:00.006+08:00

Haie dolls!!
I promise u, for this entry it won't be long.
JANJI!

Motif entri?
*sila tgk bwh

As u can look at the date, soalan nie da berkurun lme kt TWITTER I tp bwu skarg berkesempatan nk menjawab. I'm so sowie my dear.. Since she asked for a tips, xkn la I nk gigih menaip kt twitter lak kn. It's a tips anyway. Sure it'll be long. So, I'd promised her to share in my blog.

And am sure, you guys pown mesti cm blurblurpending x fhm situation kn. Well, her question is actually referred to my previous love relationship. She just curious cmne I bole handle "the broke-up" very well (i guess) cos the relationship has been 6 years. Since I MALAS glew nk menaip so, I simply make a video. And I believe, easy for you guys to understand too.

WARNING:
1) Don't watch this video if you don't need the tips. Seriously, it juz gonna waste your time.
2) This video has been made by one shot record. Tiada tapisan mahupun editing. Maka terlalu banyak sampah.
3) Just stop the video klaw tekak mula rasa loya. You got me?

FALSE dictionary:
* Auntie flow - the flow that we girls have every month. Faham?
* Luar jangkauan?? It's jangkaan perhaps? Kn? (",)
* Am sorry if you feel annoyed Looking at my face. +.+

p/s: In every br[OK]en, there is an OK right? so, it's OK to get broken once in your life. It's the best way for you to learn appreciate things around you and not to repeat the SAME MISTAKE.

pp/s: Don't be afraid of letting go, you may lose out on something good, but you might gain something even better..

So........

CHILL LA!!!
=DD

*nota tertinggal: Entri kali nie adalah jawapan kepada TEASER sebelum ini. *wink*

you got to go
Go-Go-Go Go-Go-Go ~

disobedient

2011-04-25T12:52:00.012+08:00

I think am facing a prob with my own self. Dimana kadang-kadang ekspresi muka dan mulut tidak mengikut arahan otak. And it could lead to the BIG MISUNDERSTANDING. Like REALLY HUGE.

CASE 1:

He smiled at me ngan gigih nyew siap bka cermin tingkap keta.

Arahan otak: smile back to him. Well, at least.. look at him!

What I did was: Bukan jew tak senyum tp siap wt mke mnta kaki.

A friend said: He's looking and smiling at you. Kesian dia.

Arahan otak: Say sorry. I really didn't mean to. Well, at least.. say la I x prasan. Jge ati sket.

And I said: "Owh, really? Lantak la die. Malas nk layan."

GOSH!! Mulut nie kan!!! >,<

CASE 2:

A friend asked to accompany her, met our friend at mamak.

Arahan otak: Be nice.. Though u are freaking tired.

What I did was: Watched TV and totally ignored d conversation.

Arahan otak: Join the conversation la bongok! TV kt uma pown bole tgk lg.

Ogey. Ogey. Chill la!

And I said: "Ooo" ... "Ummmm" ..... "yeala" ..... "i c" ..... DONE!

WHAT THE HELL MAN???!!

CASE 3:

Phone's ringing.

Arahan otak: Sila angkat dan berbicara sopan.

He asked, "y u didn't picked up my call ari tue?"

Arahan otak: Say I have works to do. And do apologize.

And I said: "Sajew. Malas."

YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME???!!

*otak can't take it anymore. =.="

I didn't really meant to say and react that way. It's so spontaneous. And I dunno y mulut nie sgt degil. Dan muka? Y u have to do dat face?? seriously?

p/s: now, if u wanna call me cocky, diva, or watever it is. SAYA TERIMA. it's my bad. sigh sigh sigh.

Vintage Mode

2011-04-23T21:34:00.005+08:00

Title: Got to Go

Artist: Najwa Mahiaddin

ENJOY dolls!!

Well, this is actually a teaser for the next entry.

*Not really next, it could be LATER. tehehee~ =DD

p/s: No worries, I'll let u noe dolls!! *wink*

kematangan

2011-04-22T23:19:00.005+08:00

Haie dolls!! Am back again. =DD So sowie if some of you might felt like, "eh, apsal da x bole bka nie? Da private kew?? OH NOOOOO!!!" *padahal xdew pown owg rse cm2. agagagaaa~

Well, yeah.. I private for past few days. Konon2 nyew nk wt construction sket kt blog. But to my surprise, I've to face some difficulties whenever I wanna log in. And I lak yg jd "WHAT THE HECK MAN??!!!" Ogey. Skarg da serik nk private bagai. Once I dpt log in, trus tukar setting cepat2. pheeeeeeeeew~ =_="

Thank God ble da tukar setting I sempat wt some changes which is ble da bole buka xdew la burok sgt kowg tgk kn? kn kn kn? (^_^)v

So here, I wanna share d evolution of my headers. *konon*

Yg kt SINI dew collection headers plg lme. Yg dolu-dolu. Header mse mula2 blog nie wujud. tehehee~ =DD

Dan selepas itu, I lebih sukew plh layout n header based on theme.

Theme: ANGEL

Theme: Princess

Theme: Butterfly

Theme: Vintage

X tawu la napew, tetibe cm da jtoh ati ngan Vintage lak. Beli handbag yg so Vintage, smpai my abang tanye, "Ni handbag Mama kew?" And I was like, "WHAT??!" Big bro, skarg trend Vintage bole? tsk. >,<

p/s: Matang x Matang?

Too cute to handle

2011-04-15T17:50:00.004+08:00

Sowie angels.. I juz can't help it. Can't help myself to not blog this. This guy really drift me away. He's too cute man! Owh my~ What good deed did I do to deserve this?

Mao baca jugak??

Klik jew la kt gmbar tue. =p

p/s: pinch me!

Gadis Sepatu Tinggi: Critical

2011-04-14T16:28:00.000+08:00

BORING!!!

Maxime Matter

2011-04-08T13:43:00.013+08:00

People always say that French guys are romantic, charming and lovable. Which make them so irresistible.

Really??

Honestly, I have no idea. But somehow, that is what film love to portrait them. Right?

Until I met this guy names Maxime (now u noe wat's d title is all about aite. Hey, am back talking bout guy!!! wootwoot~) =p We met during my last event which is Jelajah 1 M'sia. It's actually the cycling event. So, Maxime is one of the cyclists who took part in that competition. And he's from France!

Technically, it was started when Eifa wanted to take a picture with them (d France's cyclists). Surprisingly, he came to me after that and asked to take a picture together (only him and I). What a surprise!! A foreigner asked to take a pic with me! Can u believe dat?! Da tak perasan cm artist lak lps tue kn. kahkahkah.

So, dat was it. We took a pic and I smiled then I walked away. Like that? Yes, just like that! I noe, bongok kn. tsk. =_="

Sampai one of the staffs yg dew kt situ ckp dkt I,

"Apsal ko x kasi email ko kt die? Ckp la nk suh die antar gmbr td kt ko. Nti ko bole chat ngan die."

Sometimes I can be so bimbo. Smpai nk kne owg ajar how to ~~flirt~~ be nice with new people that interested in me. haaaaaish.

The next day, when I was talking to my course mate with her boss, Maxime was there too.. But I can't simply stop the conversation with them just for d sake I-wanna-talk-to-him. Seriously, it is so rude. Again, I just ignored him while he seemed wanna talk to me. I just dunno how should I react though. tsk. =_=

Only until the last day of the event, I met him again. Yet, I was in the conversation with the boss of Harley Davidson. Dammit! Fortunately, he was brave enough to come close and again, asked to take a picture. X kesah la as long as I got d chance to talk to him. Then bwu I brani ckp I want dat picture and hope he could send it to my email. Bravo!

So, we changed our email add and had a lil conversation, which to my surprise he can't speak English and hard to understand it! hadoyaaaaaai~ Now I noe, y people always say that you need to at least noe a French word when u are in their state. They won't bother if you speak English to them. Unless you talk your language first (except English) then they'll entertain you.

I really thought it'll finish there. I don't really think that he'll bother to email me and so-what-not. I REALLY DON'T THINK SO. neaaah-aaaaahh~ *geleng-geleng kepala

But, am totally wrong! He did emailed me when he arrived in Singapore 'till he got home in France. And of course, d email is so hard to understand. lol

Stiap kali bce email die, I need to brainstorm with Eifa as my translator first before reply. And it is not easy am telling you! Sbb I tkot I slh interpret d msg jew. But I'm so relieve when he finally found the Google Translate. Which makes it easier for me to understand. hahaha

*note: simply click at d pic to enlarge.

It's kinda cute! huhu..

And now it has proven dat French guy bisa mencairkan hati dara.

Melting every time I read his email.
(o^__________^o)

Meet Maxime.
am accidentally in love with him.
(♥ ____________ ♥)

p/s: He'd promised wanna come to M'sia soon just to stay with me. And I don't noe dat he's so serious bout diz whole-unbelievable-relationship until he started to talk about marriage, religion and so-whatever. This is so awkward man!! pfffft.

pp/s: And I just dunno am I really ready for this. huaarrrrhhh~

Gadis Sepatu Tinggi: HomeWork

2011-04-05T22:39:00.005+08:00

p/s: I just love my nail color. teheeee~ =DD

Gadis Sepatu Tinggi: Random

2011-04-05T16:41:00.014+08:00

Just FYI, title "Gadis Sepatu Tinggi" cuma akan digunapakai pada entry yg berkaitan internship sahaja. Contohnya ini, ini, ini, ini, ini, ini, ini, mahupun ini, dan juga ini. (ogey, sila abaikan kalaw malas nk layan. =p) All of them are covered my internship's life literally and ain't focusing on work only. As u can read. *if u read la.

So, last Thursday En. Lan (staff in the media department) bermurah ati ingin belanja Kak Sarah, Eifa and I Papa John's Pizza. tehee~ =DD (It's my first try anyway) Of course la howyeaaah2 like never mkn pizza before kan. Plus ble owg lak nk blnje. ngee~

Seriously, not bad. I love it! And it's slightly different from Pizza Hut. Cos they have cili jeruk, garlic butter, and also tomato paste together with the pizza. Yes, mkn ngan pizza ogey. Nice~

Then we planned to go to Sunway Pyramid on Saturday to play ice skating. *wink*

Unfortunately, there was a competition held on that day! Meaning, there's NO ICE SKATING man!! tsk. >,< Again, hasrat tak kesampaian. Apa punyew tak berjodoh la ngan ice skating nie.. huuu~

So, we go to the Plan B.. Watch movie la derrr~ Wat's d better idea to replace ice skating anyway?

Shopping?

It's a must-activity ogey. Never been listed in the "optional activities" lol

This is our movie selection, Just Go With It. And my comment is, Hilarious people!! Go, and watch diz movie. I guarantee you it's worth it! Really. (^_~)

Owh, btw... meet Anuar. He is Eifa's fren aka ex.
(she will kill me if she found out I mentioned her ex!)
hahaha

So, this is Kak Sarah AND my new heels!!! LOLOL

I just bought it while waiting for the movie and trus pakai ogey. It shows dat keterujaan pada tahap yang maksima people. (padahal POYO x hengat) kahkahkah

p/s: I told ya, shopping is a MUST activity. =p

pp/s: It's kinda cute what to still be friends with ur ex. Right? *i think la. (^_^)v

Finale AdFest

2011-03-27T23:14:00.020+08:00

Hello angels!! It feels good to blog again. Alhamdulillah, I had a safe journey went to and back home from PD. FYI, this is the last AdFest I can attend since am already in final semester. Too sad to think that I'm gonna leave Uni's life so soon. sobsobsob And it is too sad too that the AdNite wasn't Roxx as the previous sem. Kecewa ogey. Apa nie junior? U guys let us down taw.. Da la nie d last AdNite ktowg bole join. >.< But the rest, u guys just doing great. I really wanna credit for the hotel. Avillion is damn cool yaaaw!!

*note: Xyah susah2 nk pkai kanta bagai. Just click at d pictures utk tumbesaran yg lebih sihat.

Proudly to tell that both of us mmg kamikaze glew g PD. None of us tawu where's exactly d place especially the hotel. But u noe wat? We've made it ogey! Tanpa sesat. tehee~ =DD

Sy sowg pemandu b'hemah.

*sila percaya*

I do love speed yet berhemah lg la.. (???)

So, here we were..

Nice kn?

Mlm, we had our dinner then juz walked around hotel.

And yeah, also attended the AdTalk.

Seriously, it felt like vacation sndri lak since we're not necessary to follow all the activities cos we already da seniors kn.. *bangga sekejap* So, we had a lot of free time. Went out to 'Bandar' PD. Agak t'kejut when I first arrived there. I was like, "ogey, so.... diz is bandar PD?" We did nothing much there. Just shopped some stuffs. Then we juz headed back to hotel and lepak kt pntai ble da petang.

AdNite Theme: Glam Rock

One of our lecturers who came to give support; Prof Madya Parween Atta.

p/s: Those yg x tawu pew tue AdFest can read HERE cos b4 diz da byk jugak I shared bout AdFest since it is our tradition every semester for advertising students (MassComm S.Alam).

pp/s: At least, I have a great time there after a horrible weeks before. What a Bless!

ME time

2011-03-22T12:20:00.005+08:00

Normally when people asked me,

"Hey, watcha doing in weekend?"

For sure la I'll answered in the coolest way ever kn.

"Owh, hangout with my girls, go to shop, catch latest movie in cinema and stuffs.."
(ogey, x cool pown)
=_="

But at least it's a waaaaay better than this,

"Owh, nothing much.. Just read books"

Which is so damn pathetic to admit THAT IS THE FACT man!!!!

Fine, I dun need to lie pown actually. I dun want to either. It just that, who's gonna believe diz GIRL

going to read a book during weekend?? Tell me who?

...............
.........
....
.
???

SEE! No ONE believe kn?

Fine.

I have myself two fancy books this month. Since working, I dun have so much time to read though. Yet, buy is still a must. tehee~ =DD But, yeah, I still gigih curi 10mins for 2-3 pages in a day. Sgt lems skarg. I miss d time of vacation with books. It's heaven. (ayat xnk nerd lg kn) tsk. >.<

p/s: da xyah nk rse guilty bagai. It just a kid reads anyway. *ayat humble*

keChick

2011-03-19T19:00:00.003+08:00

Kechick is clumsy, funny, adorable and damn cute. Sumpah bole wt geram rse nk picit2. haish.

Judgement ERRORs

2011-03-16T15:17:00.015+08:00

What is the first thing u'll do when u meet new person? Making a first impression? Right? Suda la. Tipu la klaw u guys xpenah dew any first impression towards someone dat u just knew. Cheating cheating cheating! =p

So wat if I do have first impression? Does it wrong?????

Hell NO!! Nothing's wrong derrr~ It's a free country anyway. Up to you la kn nk dew wat kind of perceptionsss or impressionsss pown. Kn? kn? kn? But wat make it so wrong when u started to put a judgement along with ur impression. Dat is so WRONG OGEY! Because, who the hell you think you are? Ministry? Lawyer? Ahli Muzik? lolol (fine. Lame joke)

Personally, frankly speaking, am a person who dun-judge-a-book-by-it's-cover ogey. And why I dun simply judging people? It is because I DON'T LIKE PEOPLE JUDGING ME TOO! (sila take note) Not even during the first meeting, 2 kali, 3 kali, 4 kali pown I still won't judge u. Cos I dun expect dat I can understand or know 110% of you in our 4th times meeting. Though u might do something wrong dat can really spoil the trust. Cos I always think in two ways which are in the positive and negative sides. Which others find so hard to do that. Why ahh?? Why on earth you love to simply judge people?? Ape ko da ckup bgus kew? If u only can use your brain smartly, hey c'mon! We are all God's creation. One of a kind. Jgn takbur sgt bole? Even now u think u mmg da ckup bgus sgt pown, please bare in ur mind dat u aren't always on d top. What goes around, comes around. What goes up, must come down. N obviously, I believe in Karma. lalalala~

Just to share with you some of the first impressions dat I always have from new people, d people dat's-so-called-knew-me-so-very-well. (wat the heck?!) Faham? Faham, bagus. X faham, suda.

Perlu kew ko nk wt mke minta penampar tue? Bajet gaya Diva la kan? Prasan sgt!

Ogey, fine. Salah mke I.

Do you really have to do pout for the sake of giving a pose?? Tempias Angelina Jolie pown x dpt la. Gewdik!

Ogey. That's another point. tsk.

Owh, purleeeeasssse~ You really think dat's cute??! Wake up girl!

Thanks to you to have the word of cute. At least, it cross ur mind jugak. Me=Cute. Cute=Me lolol

Konon style la pkai suar Micheal Jackson ngan kasut Lady Gaga? Are you trying to show dat u r fashionable yg ntah papew2???

Rse mcm x mnta ur money pown kn nk bli all the outfits? =_="

Tgk style mcm simple and cool jew. Tp cocky kowt!

Am I???

So, basically those are the first impressions am normally have. Besh x ble you noe dat people are judging u so bad in a MEAN way. Plus using MEAN words. X besh pown kn? Skt ati lg dew la. So, think twice before u made one. Because at d end of the day, Allah itu Maha Kaya and Maha Berkuasa. Mengkritik hamba Allah sama seperti menghina ciptaan Dia. Klaw Dia nk tarik everything dat you have in a sec, it can happens ogey. So, always be nice to people and people will be nice to you back. As simple as that way!

| Point wanted to ADD, just FYI. |

This girl is just the ordinary girl who wants to live her life to the fullest with her own way. And to make you feel extra satisfied, her world is so BORING! Like, SERIOUSLY!

Sometimes, jealousy is the reason to lead into a BAD judgement. Miss communication also one of the things dat can create judgement. And actually there are loads of possibilities and reasons to the starting of make a judgement. It cannot be stopped. But to have you my sweethearts with a smart brain I believe, we can change such attitude in order to become a better person. Try to avoid it by having the second opinion in your head which is the positive thoughts before you easily fall into any judgement. I, myself is trying to improve to be a better person too. So, let's do it together dolls!! *wink*

p/s: Yet, there are no points taken that you can be jealous with me. None right?

Perpetually Stick To

2011-03-14T23:01:00.007+08:00

Haie loves!! Finally am back to the state. howyeaaah2~ Outstation for 6 days was suffered. Especially to be around haters. It was damn terrible I'm telling you. =_="

In spite of this, am so thankful dat my sweethearts never leave me alone. (^_^) They make my day as always. =)

Isn't she's just the sweetheart?
My lovely and beautiful Mama..
♥ I only live for her ♥

A day before I left for the outstation, I'm still in time to do surprise for Abang's birthday. *wink* Nothing big just 16cupcakes. lol Glew tak gempak kn. Tp enuf to make abang touching. lalala~ =p It is such a bless to make him happy I believe. N I promise to myself, ble da kejew nti I'll celebrate each and every single of my siblings' birthday with a great deal. wooohooo~

When I was away, shit happened there. And seriously, I can't breathe with my dead body. I was so pathetic and yes, am totally defenseless. I cried every nights u know. Damn! But there was my baby angel came and made me smile again. How I miss him so much right now. huuu~

note: He's using a capital A for his name which stands for Haiqal. Well, he pronounces it as Aiqal. Dat's y it is an A. Short form abesh. hahaha.

Gadis Sepatu Tinggi: Inter-Framed

2011-03-04T13:56:00.009+08:00

Haie dolls!! First of all, I'm so sowie for not updating my blog quite a long time. Second of all, just FYI today is my last day been busy with PCs thingy (regarding to our upcoming event which is Jelajah 1 Malaysia that will be held so soon). Those who'd followed me on my TWITTER knew how frequent am went out for the PC. In dat case, I would love to share with you guys, the shot of mine in TV3 news n also the press clipping from Utusan. Enjoy!! xoxo

Btw, this ain't a video. It juz a snapshot from Tonton website. tehee~ (^_^)v
(Yes, my serious face ain't cute at all. haha..)

This is from Utusan online. I noe d pic is damn small. U can't even find where actually am I aite? So, in order to help you find me, u need to find the smallest red arrow first or, or, OR find the only gal wearing white shirt standing near to the car. Gud luck dolls!! LOL

*note: PC - Press Conference

Gadis Sepatu Tinggi: Special ReCap

2011-02-26T22:58:00.016+08:00

Haie dolls!! It'd been quite a long time I am not updating d trainee's activities. tehee~ =DD I'm so sowie to post these so late. I've been so sick and haven't had the energy to do anything! Now that I'm feeling better so, I finally can share with you some of the event's pics dat I've left out so many weeks. Correction. It has been a MONTH!! pfft. o.0

Let's check out d event that is so in PAST. Month ago. LOL Which is Le Tour d Langkawi (LTdL). I've mentioned bout it before I'm leaving for d event btw. U can read HERE to noe d exact date of the post. (to make u believe dat I'm talking bout a month past event actually.kahkahkah)

So, basically I've joined LTdL after 3days it began. X dpt nk join awal2 cos there r tons of works in d office needed to complete first. Only when they were in Genting I managed to join til the end of the event which d finale stage was in Dataran Merdeka. And it took us a week joined them.

Well, Eifa and I actually joined the Cavalcade team. Thanks to Dato' for d exposure and experience dat we had. He's d one who wanted us to join diz event and we owed him a lot. Surely. *wink* Anyway, those who have no idea what is Cavalcade, here's d pic;

So, this is what we called Cavalcade. The team dat has so many cars (include the sponsor cars) to convoy with the cyclists. We were 1hour ahead of the cyclists in order to do a promotion along the road by giving gifts to the public.

A week joined the Cavalcade team was AWESOME! We stopped at so many places. Meaning, we've stayed in so many hotels along d event. D best part was when we got the Executive Suite Room. Sumpah, it was so COOL!

So many things happened there and I do wanna share. It juz that I tkot u guys muak. hahaha. I think I should stop here. But no worries, I'm leaving with you d pics. ngee~ (^_^)v

Orait, enough with LTdL. Cont to another event. Hermm.. Not really an event. But it juz part of the social activities. (nothing to do with the trainee's task. teheee~ =DD)

For the first time I jejak masuk stadium just to watch a football match. Can u believe dat??!! Me? watching FOOTBALL match??!! HAHAHA I really want to freeze the time if I can. lalala~ o.0 I'm pretty jakun there. kahkahkah. It's like a new world for me. Really. Yet, it ain't good for my health. I hate to be around smokers. arrrh! Btol2 rse pernafasan terjejas. But what to do. It's a guys' place man!!! Love it or hate it, u need to deal with it. *pasrah* Owh, btw it was Malaysia vs Hong Kong. I got so excited when I watched d ball hit d goal! Like "hey, I'm watching it!! I'm watching it!! Bola masuk gol!!!" (Ogey, I noe.. Sounds so jakun. Suda. Enough!)

Bwu jew settle with LTdL, we are now busy with upcoming event which is Jelajah 1 Malaysia. Again, it is a cycling event. This event will be on this coming March. It is normal to be extra busy before the event. And InsyaAllah, Eifa and I again will join this event from A to Z. For this event it takes 3 different states. Starting in Kluang go to Pekan and will be end in Nilai. Sure lps nie kulit I jd tan. hahaha..

This is during the launch day at Royal Chulan Hotel.

And today, I just went back from OCM for the PC (press conference) of 100 Plus Jersey Presentation as one of the sponsors for this event. It is too bad I couldn't watch myself in TV during berita. Only dpt tawu from other staffs. tsk. =_=

Anyway, I think dat's enough for the moment. GOSH!! I da merapu sgt pajang. Ogey, da smpai slh eja lg. Panjang. pfft. (@_@) Take care loves. xoxo

p/s: Got theater ticket of Terima Kasih Cinta from CEO. *wink* The theater was so amazing! I loike~ =DD

not in a PINK

2011-02-25T01:27:00.003+08:00

Minggu nie, minggu unstable. Start dr emosi yg ntah papew, condition body yg ntah papew lg, dan skarg tahap kesihatan yg ntah papewpapew jew. tsk. =_="

I dunno how I get diz flu. Tbe2 jew mlm da start sneezing. The next morning trus flu. Terbaek! Flu n my body mmg x-bole-dipisahkan. Pantang kne habuk sket, mle nk melekat flu. Pantang kne hujan sket, mle nk jd flu. Pas2 da x mcm berbulan plak nk ilang kn. grrrr~

Dan kebiasaan ble flu or demam mmg wajib pkai socks. Bajet sjuk duk Korea. lalala~

Abesh x reti2 pulak nk pkai suar tdo pjg instead of hot pants?

mmmmm.. o.0

p/s: I'm just ur girl next door. tehee~ =DD

Tanda Merah

2011-02-21T16:53:00.005+08:00

saya ~~merah~~ marah

Motif?

Sjew nk tunjuk skarg I pkai red nail color. tehee~ =DD Ogey bukan. It's a normal auntie-flow every month. Jgn nk mcm2 ogey. Klaw x nk jeritan "Mother F!!!" bergema. Mood swing, kpale berat, pinggang sakit, body lenguh, muka mcm zombie, dan paling x bole trime, jerawat timbul (APA NIE??!!!)

p/s: diam.

The UNidentified

2011-02-20T05:47:00.005+08:00

The UNidentified GUY

The UNidentified TIME

The UNidentified SCENE

The UNidentified REASON

The UNidentified FEELINGS

The UNidentified CAUSE

The UNidentified STATUS

The UNidentified MEANING

The moment u said, "I love you."

Still,

UNidentified.

p/s: you make me speechless mr-cannot-be-identified. arrrhh!!

Gadis Sepatu Tinggi: part 7

2011-02-18T02:54:00.005+08:00

11.30 p.m. - Still in the office.

Tekun.

Tunjuk muka penat.

X bole la!

Nk senyum jugak~

(^_________^)

p/s: suda bole pkai kasut fave semula.

pp/s: pew jew yg u x wt utk I kn.. =_="

Midnight Note:

2011-02-17T02:42:00.002+08:00

Thx dear for always sanggup jd pak pacak tgu I..

Even just for a short supper. =_="

Mean You!

2011-02-17T01:45:00.005+08:00

You really don't have to do

THIS

nor

THIS!

p/s: That night, those words,

............ how I wish it just a dream. ='/

Distraction

2011-02-16T20:44:00.005+08:00

I am listen NO MORE

NIGHTmare

2011-02-16T01:02:00.005+08:00

Again, you are the saver.

Like you always did.

Thanks syg for always be there..

p/s: Did I just called u 'sayang'? >.<

pp/s: You are the VIP in my SOS's list. huhu..

Pre-Valentine's Gift

2011-02-15T00:40:00.004+08:00

I am now have a new love. *winkwinkwink*

Meet my keChick!!

Someone gave keChick to me.. It is actually from Mr. AA (bukan kertas Double A ogey) =p huhu.. I've got kechick 6 days ago.. Mula-mula beliau sgt garang. But slowly ble die da kenal, die sgt manja dan mengada pulak.. tehee~ =DD I still gigih maen ngan beliau though my skin start gatal2 cos kulit I lebih mengada dr kechick. Sgt sensitive! tsk. o.0 But it won't stop me from playing with keChick. 1 ari x usik die mmg x sah. Die sgt adorable. Bgn pg tgk die dlu, suda mndi tgk die dlu, blk kejew tgk die dlu, ngah tdo pown bole bgn tgk keChick. I'm so head-over-heels into keChick rite now. ngee~

Btw, thx to Mr AA for this cute gift. Really appreciate it. N I'm so sowie to not have a time with you. It's better for us to keep apart awhile aite! I do respect you as a friend and I hope u'll do d same. I juz need time. N deep inside my heart, I am not willing to do all these things to you but believe me, it's for your own good. Take a gud care of urself aite! xoxo

p/s: I'm heartless. U should noe dat.

Pre-Valentine's Activities

2011-02-14T16:00:00.004+08:00

First of all, I am not celebrating Valentine's (mind you).

Second of all, so what if I go out on a million dates? It juz a title man! sigh.

Anyway, I had fun yesterday. Went out with Mr-Cannot-Be-Identified. So unplanned. Really. But again, making time for him is always admirable. *wink*

We watched a movie which is so close to my real life? I could say. hmmm.

So, this is it. No Strings Attached. It's a brilliant movie. I would give 5 ½ stars. Another half is a credit as related to mine. tehee~ =DD I would say, Go n watch it girls!! (i mean, it's only for hot single babes ya) LOLOL =p

To Mr-Cannot-Be-Identified,
I'm so sorry to not gave u any other options for our breaklunch. All u have are only 1) Nasi Ayam Penyet 2)Nasi Ayam Penyet 3) Nasi Ayam Penyet. Was it too obvious? hee~ (^_^)v

N I love you to know dat u always be gentleman as usual. As the old good times we used to have. It is hard for me to start it all over again cos at the end of the day, we both know that all these s**t are such a waste. So, I prefer not to start anything. I love the way we are today and it is better to keep it this way. At least, we have nothing to end later aite!

We've grown up and we had gone through all phases that people rarely to face with one same person. But we had. Yet, it still doesn't change anything. That is what I love about us. So, dear thx again for the day. I noe, I'm not treated u well. But that is the way for me to keep us in track. Nicely. xoxo

p/s: First time mimpi kne attack ngan ular secara berjemaah. They were trying to bite me. It's SCARY! damn.

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2011-02-14T15:58:00.000+08:00

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